I
Bear in mind closely
that I did not see any actual visual horror at the end. To say that
a mental shock was the cause of what I inferred - that last straw which
sent me racing out of the lonely Akeley farmhouse and through the wild
domed hills of Vermont in a commandeered motor at night - is to ignore
the plainest facts of my final experience. Notwithstanding the deep
things I saw and heard, and the admitted vividness the impression produced
on me by these things, I cannot prove even now whether I was right or
wrong in my hideous inference. For after all Akeley's disappearance
establishes nothing. People found nothing amiss in his house despite
the bullet-marks on the outside and inside. It was just as though he
had walked out casually for a ramble in the hills and failed to return.
There was not even a sign that a guest had been there, or that those
horrible cylinders and machines had been stored in the study. That he
had mortally feared the crowded green hills and endless trickle of brooks
among which he had been born and reared, means nothing at all, either;
for thousands are subject to just such morbid fears. Eccentricity, moreover,
could easily account for his strange acts and apprehensions toward the
last.
The whole matter
began, so far as I am concerned, with the historic and unprecedented
Vermont floods of November 3, 1927. I was then, as now, an instructor
of literature at Miskatonic University in Arkham, Massachusetts, and
an enthusiastic amateur student of New England folklore. Shortly after
the flood, amidst the varied reports of hardship, suffering, and organized
relief which filled the press, there appeared certain odd stories of
things found floating in some of the swollen rivers; so that many of
my friends embarked on curious discussions and appealed to me to shed
what light I could on the subject. I felt flattered at having my folklore
study taken so seriously, and did what I could to belittle the wild,
vague tales which seemed so clearly an outgrowth of old rustic superstitions.
It amused me to find several persons of education who insisted that
some stratum of obscure, distorted fact might underlie the rumors.
The tales thus brought
to my notice came mostly through newspaper cuttings; though one yarn
had an oral source and was repeated to a friend of mine in a letter
from his mother in Hardwick, Vermont. The type of thing described was
essentially the same in all cases, though there seemed to be three separate
instances involved - one connected with the Winooski River near Montpelier,
another attached to the West River in Windham County beyond Newfane,
and a third centering in the Passumpsic in Caledonia County above Lyndonville.
Of course many of the stray items mentioned other instances, but on
analysis they all seemed to boil down to these three. In each case country
folk reported seeing one or more very bizarre and disturbing objects
in the surging waters that poured down from the unfrequented hills,
and there was a widespread tendency to connect these sights with a primitive,
half-forgotten cycle of whispered legend which old people resurrected
for the occasion.
What people thought
they saw were organic shapes not quite like any they had ever seen before.
Naturally, there were many human bodies washed along by the streams
in that tragic period; but those who described these strange shapes
felt quite sure that they were not human, despite some superficial resemblances
in size and general outline. Nor, said the witnesses, could they have
been any kind of animal known to Vermont. They were pinkish things about
five feet long; with crustaceous bodies bearing vast pairs of dorsal
fins or membranous wings and several sets of articulated limbs, and
with a sort of convoluted ellipsoid, covered with multitudes of very
short antennae, where a head would ordinarily be. It was really remarkable
how closely the reports from different sources tended to coincide; though
the wonder was lessened by the fact that the old legends, shared at
one time throughout the hill country, furnished a morbidly vivid picture
which might well have coloured the imaginations of all the witnesses
concerned. It was my conclusion that such witnesses - in every case
naive and simple backwoods folk - had glimpsed the battered and bloated
bodies of human beings or farm animals in the whirling currents; and
had allowed the half-remembered folklore to invest these pitiful objects
with fantastic attributes.
The ancient folklore,
while cloudy, evasive, and largely forgotten by the present generation,
was of a highly singular character, and obviously reflected the influence
of still earlier Indian tales. I knew it well, though I had never been
in Vermont, through the exceedingly rare monograph of Eli Davenport,
which embraces material orally obtained prior to 1839 among the oldest
people of the state. This material, moreover, closely coincided with
tales which I had personally heard from elderly rustics in the mountains
of New Hampshire. Briefly summarized, it hinted at a hidden race of
monstrous beings which lurked somewhere among the remoter hills - in
the deep woods of the highest peaks, and the dark valleys where streams
trickle from unknown sources. These beings were seldom glimpsed, but
evidences of their presence were reported by those who had ventured
farther than usual up the slopes of certain mountains or into certain
deep, steep-sided gorges that even the wolves shunned.
There were queer
footprints or claw-prints in the mud of brook-margins and barren patches,
and curious circles of stones, with the grass around them worn away,
which did not seem to have been placed or entirely shaped by Nature.
There were, too, certain caves of problematical depth in the sides of
the hills; with mouths closed by boulders in a manner scarcely accidental,
and with more than an average quota of the queer prints leading both
toward and away from them - if indeed the direction of these prints
could be justly estimated. And worst of all, there were the things which
adventurous people had seen very rarely in the twilight of the remotest
valleys and the dense perpendicular woods above the limits of normal
hill-climbing.
It would have been
less uncomfortable if the stray accounts of these things had not agreed
so well. As it was, nearly all the rumors had several points in common;
averring that the creatures were a sort of huge, light-red crab with
many pairs of legs and with two great batlike wings in the middle of
the back. They sometimes walked on all their legs, and sometimes on
the hindmost pair only, using the others to convey large objects of
indeterminate nature. On one occasion they were spied in considerable
numbers, a detachment of them wading along a shallow woodland watercourse
three abreast in evidently disciplined formation. Once a specimen was
seen flying - launching itself from the top of a bald, lonely hill at
night and vanishing in the sky after its great flapping wings had been
silhouetted an instant against the full moon
These things seemed
content, on the whole, to let mankind alone; though they were at times
held responsible for the disappearance of venturesome individuals -
especially persons who built houses too close to certain valleys or
too high up on certain mountains. Many localities came to be known as
inadvisable to settle in, the feeling persisting long after the cause
was forgotten. People would look up at some of the neighbouring mountain-precipices
with a shudder, even when not recalling how many settlers had been lost,
and how many farmhouses burnt to ashes, on the lower slopes of those
grim, green sentinels.
But while according
to the earliest legends the creatures would appear to have harmed only
those trespassing on their privacy; there were later accounts of their
curiosity respecting men, and of their attempts to establish secret
outposts in the human world. There were tales of the queer claw-prints
seen around farmhouse windows in the morning, and of occasional disappearances
in regions outside the obviously haunted areas. Tales, besides, of buzzing
voices in imitation of human speech which made surprising offers to
lone travelers on roads and cart-paths in the deep woods, and of children
frightened out of their wits by things seen or heard where the primal
forest pressed close upon their door-yards. In the final layer of legends
- the layer just preceding the decline of superstition and the abandonment
of close contact with the dreaded places - there are shocked references
to hermits and remote farmers who at some period of life appeared to
have undergone a repellent mental change, and who were shunned and whispered
about as mortals who had sold themselves to the strange beings. In one
of the northeastern counties it seemed to be a fashion about 1800 to
accuse eccentric and unpopular recluses of being allies or representatives
of the abhorred things.
As to what the things
were - explanations naturally varied. The common name applied to them
was "those ones," or "the old ones," though other terms had a local
and transient use. Perhaps the bulk of the Puritan settlers set them
down bluntly as familiars of the devil, and made them a basis of awed
theological speculation. Those with Celtic legendry in their heritage
- mainly the Scotch-Irish element of New Hampshire, and their kindred
who had settled in Vermont on Governor Wentworth's colonial grants -
linked them vaguely with the malign fairies and "little people" of the
bogs and raths, and protected themselves with scraps of incantation
handed down through many generations. But the Indians had the most fantastic
theories of all. While different tribal legends differed, there was
a marked consensus of belief in certain vital particulars; it being
unanimously agreed that the creatures were not native to this earth.
The Pennacook myths,
which were the most consistent and picturesque, taught that the Winged
Ones came from the Great Bear in the sky, and had mines in our earthly
hills whence they took a kind of stone they could not get on any other
world. They did not live here, said the myths, but merely maintained
outposts and flew back with vast cargoes of stone to their own stars
in the north. They harmed only those earth-people who got too near them
or spied upon them. Animals shunned them through instinctive hatred,
not because of being hunted. They could not eat the things and animals
of earth, but brought their own food from the stars. It was bad to get
near them, and sometimes young hunters who went into their hills never
came back. It was not good, either, to listen to what they whispered
at night in the forest with voices like a bee's that tried to be like
the voices of men. They knew the speech of all kinds of men - Pennacooks,
Hurons, men of the Five Nations - but did not seem to have or need any
speech of their own. They talked with their heads, which changed colour
in different ways to mean different things.
All the legendry,
of course, white and Indian alike, died down during the nineteenth century,
except for occasional atavistical flareups. The ways of the Vermonters
became settled; and once their habitual paths and dwellings were established
according to a certain fixed plan, they remembered less and less what
fears and avoidances had determined that plan, and even that there had
been any fears or avoidances. Most people simply knew that certain hilly
regions were considered as highly unhealthy, unprofitable, and generally
unlucky to live in, and that the farther one kept from them the better
off one usually was. In time the ruts of custom and economic interest
became so deeply cut in approved places that there was no longer any
reason for going outside them, and the haunted hills were left deserted
by accident rather than by design. Save during infrequent local scares,
only wonder-loving grandmothers and retrospective nonagenarians ever
whispered of beings dwelling in those hills; and even such whispers
admitted that there was not much to fear from those things now that
they were used to the presence of houses and settlements, and now that
human beings let their chosen territory severely alone.
All this I had long
known from my reading, and from certain folk tales picked up in New
Hampshire; hence when the flood-time rumours began to appear, I could
easily guess what imaginative background had evolved them. I took great
pains to explain this to my friends, and was correspondingly amused
when several contentious souls continued to insist on a possible element
of truth in the reports. Such persons tried to point out that the early
legends had a significant persistence and uniformity, and that the virtually
unexplored nature of the Vermont hills made it unwise to be dogmatic
about what might or might not dwell among them; nor could they be silenced
by my assurance that all the myths were of a well-known pattern common
to most of mankind and determined by early phases of imaginative experience
which always produced the same type of delusion.
It was of no use
to demonstrate to such opponents that the Vermont myths differed but
little in essence from those universal legends of natural personification
which filled the ancient world with fauns and dryads and satyrs, suggested
the kallikanzarai of modern Greece, and gave to wild Wales and
Ireland their dark hints of strange, small, and terrible hidden races
of troglodytes and burrowers. No use, either, to point out the even
more startlingly similar belief of the Nepalese hill tribes in the dreaded
Mi-Go or "Abominable Snow-Men" who lurk hideously amidst the
ice and rock pinnacles of the Himalayan summits. When I brought up this
evidence, my opponents turned it against me by claiming that it must
imply some actual historicity for the ancient tales; that it must argue
the real existence of some queer elder earth-race, driven to hiding
after the advent and dominance of mankind, which might very conceivably
have survived in reduced numbers to relatively recent times - or even
to the present.
The more I laughed
at such theories, the more these stubborn friends asseverated them;
adding that even without the heritage of legend the recent reports were
too clear, consistent, detailed, and sanely prosaic in manner of telling,
to be completely ignored. Two or three fanatical extremists went so
far as to hint at possible meanings in the ancient Indian tales which
gave the hidden beings a nonterrestrial origin; citing the extravagant
books of Charles Fort with their claims that voyagers from other worlds
and outer space have often visited the earth. Most of my foes, however,
were merely romanticists who insisted on trying to transfer to real
life the fantastic lore of lurking "little people" made popular by the
magnificent horror-fiction of Arthur Machen.
II
As was only natural
under the circumstances, this piquant debating finally got into print
in the form of letters to the Arkham Advertiser; some of which
were copied in the press of those Vermont regions whence the flood-stories
came. The Rutland Herald gave half a page of extracts from the
letters on both sides, while the Brattleboro Reformer reprinted
one of my long historical and mythological summaries in full, with some
accompanying comments in "The Pendrifter's" thoughtful column which
supported and applauded my skeptical conclusions. By the spring of 1928
I was almost a well-known figure in Vermont, notwithstanding the fact
that I had never set foot in the state. Then came the challenging letters
from Henry Akeley which impressed me so profoundly, and which took me
for the first and last time to that fascinating realm of crowded green
precipices and muttering forest streams.
Most of what I know
of Henry Wentworth Akeley was gathered by correspondence with his neighbours,
and with his only son in California, after my experience in his lonely
farmhouse. He was, I discovered, the last representative on his home
soil of a long, locally distinguished line of jurists, administrators,
and gentlemen-agriculturists. In him, however, the family mentally had
veered away from practical affairs to pure scholarship; so that he had
been a notable student of mathematics, astronomy, biology, anthropology,
and folklore at the University of Vermont. I had never previously heard
of him, and he did not give many autobiographical details in his communications;
but from the first I saw he was a man of character, education, and intelligence,
albeit a recluse with very little worldly sophistication.
Despite the incredible
nature of what he claimed, I could not help at once taking Akeley more
seriously than I had taken any of the other challengers of my views.
For one thing, he was really close to the actual phenomena - visible
and tangible - that he speculated so grotesquely about; and for another
thing, he was amazingly willing to leave his conclusions in a tenative
state like a true man of science. He had no personal preferences to
advance, and was always guided by what he took to be solid evidence.
Of course I began by considering him mistaken, but gave him credit for
being intelligently mistaken; and at no time did I emulate some of his
friends in attributing his ideas, and his fear of the lonely green hills,
to insanity. I could see that there was a great deal to the man, and
knew that what he reported must surely come from strange circumstance
deserving investigation, however little it might have to do with the
fantastic causes he assigned. Later on I received from him certain material
proofs which placed the matter on a somewhat different and bewilderingly
bizarre basis.
I cannot do better
than transcribe in full, so far as is possible, the long letter in which
Akeley introduced himself, and which formed such an important landmark
in my own intellectual history. It is no longer in my possession, but
my memory holds almost every word of its portentous message; and again
I affirm my confidence in the sanity of the man who wrote it. Here is
the text - a text which reached me in the cramped, archaic-looking scrawl
of one who had obviously not mingled much with the world during his
sedate, scholarly life.
R.F.D.
#2,
Townshend, Windham Co., Vermont.
May 5,1928
Albert N. Wilmarth,
Esq.,
118 Saltonstall St.,
Arkham, Mass.
My Dear Sir:
I have read with
great interest the Brattleboro Reformer's reprint (Apr. 23,
'28) of your letter on the recent stories of strange bodies seen floating
in our flooded streams last fall, and on the curious folklore they
so well agree with. It is easy to see why an outlander would take
the position you take, and even why "Pendrifter" agrees with you.
That is the attitude generally taken by educated persons both in and
out of Vermont, and was my own attitude as a young man (I am now 57)
before my studies, both general and in Davenport's book, led me to
do some exploring in parts of the hills hereabouts not usually visited.
I was directed
toward such studies by the queer old tales I used to hear from elderly
farmers of the more ignorant sort, but now I wish I had let the whole
matter alone. I might say, with all proper modesty, that the subject
of anthropology and folklore is by no means strange to me. I took
a good deal of it at college, and am familiar with most of the standard
authorities such as Tylor, Lubbock, Frazer, Quatrefages, Murray, Osborn,
Keith, Boule, G. Elliott Smith, and so on. It is no news to me that
tales of hidden races are as old as all mankind. I have seen the reprints
of letters from you, and those agreeing with you, in the Rutland
Herald, and guess I know about where your controversy stands
at the present time.
What I desire
to say now is, that I am afraid your adversaries are nearer right
than yourself, even though all reason seems to be on your side. They
are nearer right than they realise themselves - for of course they
go only by theory, and cannot know what I know. If I knew as little
of the matter as they, I would feel justified in believing as they
do. I would be wholly on your side.
You can see that
I am having a hard time getting to the point, probably because I really
dread getting to the point; but the upshot of the matter is that I
have certain evidence that monstrous things do indeed live in the
woods on the high hills which nobody visits. I have not seen any
of the things floating in the rivers, as reported, but I have seen
things like them under circumstances I dread to repeat. I have seen
footprints, and of late have seen them nearer my own home (I live
in the old Akeley place south of Townshend Village, on the side of
Dark Mountain) than I dare tell you now. And I have overheard voices
in the woods at certain points that I will not even begin to describe
on paper.
At one place I
heard them so much that I took a phonograph therewith a dictaphone
attachment and wax blank - and I shall try to arrange to have you
hear the record I got. I have run it on the machine for some of the
old people up here, and one of the voices had nearly scared them paralysed
by reason of its likeness to a certain voice (that buzzing voice in
the woods which Davenport mentions) that their grandmothers have told
about and mimicked for them. I know what most people think of a man
who tells about "hearing voices" - but before you draw conclusions
just listen to this record and ask some of the older backwoods people
what they think of it. If you can account for it normally, very well;
but there must be something behind it. Ex nihilo nihil fit,
you know.
Now my object
in writing you is not to start an argument but to give you information
which I think a man of your tastes will find deeply interesting. This
is private. Publicly I am on your side, for certain things show
me that it does not do for people to know too much about these matters.
My own studies are now wholly private, and I would not think of saying
anything to attract people's attention and cause them to visit the
places I have explored. It is true - terribly true - that there are
non-human creatures watching us all the time; with spies among
us gathering information. It is from a wretched man who, if he was
sane (as I think he was) was one of those spies, that I got
a large part of my clues to the matter. He later killed himself, but
I have reason to think there are others now.
The things
come from another planet, being able to live in interstellar space
and fly through it on clumsy, powerful wings which have a way
of resisting the aether but which are too poor at steering to be of
much use in helping them about on earth. I will tell you about this
later if you do not dismiss me at once as a madman. They come here
to get metals from mines that go deep under the hills, and I think
I know where they come from. They will not hurt us if we let
them alone, but no one can say what will happen if we get too curious
about them. Of course a good army of men could wipe out their mining
colony. That is what they are afraid of. But if that happened, more
would come from outside - any number of them. They could easily
conquer the earth, but have not tried so far because they have not
needed to. They would rather leave things as they are to save bother.
I think they mean
to get rid of me because of what I have discovered. There is a great
black stone with unknown hieroglyphics half worn away which I found
in the woods on Round Hill, east of here; and after I took it home
everything became different. If they think I suspect too much they
will either kill me or take me off the earth to where they come
from. They like to take away men of learning once in a while,
to keep informed on the state of things in the human world.
This leads me
to my secondary purpose in addressing you - namely, to urge you to
hush up the present debate rather than give it more publicity. People
must be kept away from these hills, and in order to effect this,
their curiosity ought not to be aroused any further. Heaven knows
there is peril enough anyway, with promoters and real estate men flooding
Vermont with herds of summer people to overrun the wild places and
cover the hills with cheap bungalows.
I shall welcome
further communication with you, and shall try to send you that phonograph
record and black stone (which is so worn that photographs don't show
much) by express if you are willing. I say "try" because I think those
creatures have a way of tampering with things around here. There is
a sullen furtive fellow named Brown, on a farm near the village, who
I think is their spy. Little by little they are trying to cut me off
from our world because I know too much about their world.
They have the
most amazing way of finding out what I do. You may not even get this
letter. I think I shall have to leave this part of the country and
go live with my son in San Diego, Cal., if things get any worse, but
it is not easy to give up the place you were born in, and where your
family has lived for six generations. Also, I would hardly dare sell
this house to anybody now that the creatures have taken notice of
it. They seem to be trying to get the black stone back and destroy
the phonograph record, but I shall not let them if I can help it.
My great police dogs always hold them back, for there are very few
here as yet, and they are clumsy in getting about. As I have said,
their wings are not much use for short flights on earth. I am on the
very brink of deciphering that stone - in a very terrible way - and
with your knowledge of folklore you may be able to supply the missing
links enough to help me. I suppose you know all about the fearful
myths antedating the coming of man to the earth - the Yog-Sothoth
and Cthulhu cycles - which are hinted at in the Necronomicon.
I had access to a copy of that once, and hear that you have one in
your college library under lock and key.
To conclude, Mr.
Wilmarth, I think that with our respective studies we can be very
useful to each other. I don't wish to put you in any peril, and suppose
I ought to warn you that possession of the stone and the record won't
be very safe; but I think you will find any risks worth running for
the sake of knowledge. I will drive down to Newfane or Brattleboro
to send whatever you authorize me to send, for the express offices
there are more to be trusted. I might say that I live quite alone
now, since I can't keep hired help any more. They won't stay because
of the things that try to get near the house at night, and that keep
the dogs barking continually. I am glad I didn't get as deep as this
into the business while my wife was alive, for it would have driven
her mad.
Hoping that I
am not bothering you unduly, and that you will decide to get in touch
with me rather than throw this letter into the waste basket as a madman's
raving, I am
Yrs.
very truly,
Henry W. Akeley
P.S. I am making
some extra prints of certain photographs taken by me, which I think
will help to prove a number of the points I have touched on. The old
people think they are monstrously true. I shall send you these very
soon if you are interested.
H.
W. A.
It would be difficult
to describe my sentiments upon reading this strange document for the
first time. By all ordinary rules, I ought to have laughed more loudly
at these extravagances than at the far milder theories which had previously
moved me to mirth; yet something in the tone of the letter made me take
it with paradoxical seriousness. Not that I believed for a moment in
the hidden race from the stars which my correspondent spoke of; but
that, after some grave preliminary doubts, I grew to feel oddly sure
of his sanity and sincerity, and of his confrontation by some genuine
though singular and abnormal phenomenon which he could not explain except
in this imaginative way. It could not be as he thought it, I reflected,
yet on the other hand, it could not be otherwise than worthy of investigation.
The man seemed unduly excited and alarmed about something, but it was
hard to think that all cause was lacking. He was so specific and logical
in certain ways - and after all, his yarn did fit in so perplexingly
well with some of the old myths - even the wildest Indian legends.
That he had really
overheard disturbing voices in the hills, and had really found the black
stone he spoke about, was wholly possible despite the crazy inferences
he had made - inferences probably suggested by the man who had claimed
to be a spy of the outer beings and had later killed himself. It was
easy to deduce that this man must have been wholly insane, but that
he probably had a streak of perverse outward logic which made the naive
Akeley - already prepared for such things by his folklore studies -
believe his tale. As for the latest developments - it appeared from
his inability to keep hired help that Akeley's humbler rustic neighbours
were as convinced as he that his house was besieged by uncanny things
at night. The dogs really barked, too.
And then the matter
of that phonograph record, which I could not but believe he had obtained
in the way he said. It must mean something; whether animal noises deceptively
like human speech, or the speech of some hidden, night-haunting human
being decayed to a state not much above that of lower animals. From
this my thoughts went back to the black hieroglyphed stone, and to speculations
upon what it might mean. Then, too, what of the photographs which Akeley
said he was about to send, and which the old people had found so convincingly
terrible?
As I re-read the
cramped handwriting I felt as never before that my credulous opponents
might have more on their side than I had conceded. After all, there
might be some queer and perhaps hereditarily misshapen outcasts in those
shunned hills, even though no such race of star-born monsters as folklore
claimed. And if there were, then the presence of strange bodies in the
flooded streams would not be wholly beyond belief. Was it too presumptuous
to suppose that both the old legends and the recent reports had this
much of reality behind them? But even as I harboured these doubts I
felt ashamed that so fantastic a piece of bizarrerie as Henry Akeley's
wild letter had brought them up.
In the end I answered
Akeley's letter, adopting a tone of friendly interest and soliciting
further particulars. His reply came almost by return mail; and contained,
true to promise, a number of Kodak views of scenes and objects illustrating
what he had to tell. Glancing at these pictures as I took them from
the envelope, I felt a curious sense of fright and nearness to forbidden
things; for in spite of the vagueness of most of them, they had a damnably
suggestive power which was intensified by the fact of their being genuine
photographs - actual optical links with what they portrayed, and the
product of an impersonal transmitting process without prejudice, fallibility,
or mendacity.
The more I looked
at them, the more I saw that my senous estimate of Akeley and his story
had not been unjustified. Certainly, these pictures carried conclusive
evidence of something in the Vermont hills which was at least vastly
outside the radius of our common knowledge and belief. The worst thing
of all was the footprint - a view taken where the sun shone on a mud
patch somewhere in a deserted upland. This was no cheaply counterfeited
thing, I could see at a glance; for the sharply defined pebbles and
grassblades in the field of vision gave a clear index of scale and left
no possibility of a tricky double exposure. I have called the thing
a "footprint," but "claw-print" would be a better term. Even now I can
scarcely describe it save to say that it was hideously crablike, and
that there seemed to be some ambiguity about its direction. It was not
a very deep or fresh print, but seemed to be about the size of an average
man's foot. From a central pad, pairs of saw-toothed nippers projected
in opposite directions - quite baffling as to function, if indeed the
whole object were exclusively an organ of locomotion.
Another photograph
- evidently a time-exposure taken in deep shadow - was of the mouth
of a woodland cave, with a boulder of, rounded regularity choking the
aperture. On the bare ground in front of, it one could just discern
a dense network of curious tracks, and when I studied the picture with
a magnifier I felt uneasily sure that the tracks were like the one in
the other view. A third pictured showed a druid-like circle of standing
stones on the summit of a wild hill. Around the cryptic circle the grass
was very much beaten down and worn away, though I could not detect any
footprints even with the glass. The extreme remoteness of the place
was apparent from the veritable sea of tenantless: mountains which formed
the background and stretched away toward a. misty horizon.
But if the most
disturbing of all the views was that of the footprint, the' most curiously
suggestive was that of the great black stone found in the Round Hill
woods. Akeley had photographed it on what was evidently his study table,
for I could see rows of books and a bust of Milton in the background.
The thing, as nearly as one might guess, had faced the camera vertically
with a somewhat irregularly curved surface of one by two feet; but to
say anything definite about that surface, or about the general shape
of the whole mass, almost defies the power of language. What outlandish
geometrical principles had guided its cutting - for artificially cut
it surely was - I could not even begin to guess; and never before had
I seen anything which struck me as so strangely and unmistakably alien
to this world. Of the hieroglyphics on the surface I could discern very
few, but one or two that I did see gave rather a shock. Of course they
might be fraudulent, for others besides myself had read the monstrous
and abhorred Necronomicon of the mad Arab Abdul Alhazred; but it nevertheless
made me shiver to recognise certain ideographs which study had taught
me to link with the most blood-curdling and blasphemous whispers of
things that had had a kind of mad half-existence before the earth and
the other inner worlds of the solar system were made.
Of the five remaining
pictures, three were of swamp and hill scenes which seemed to bear traces
of hidden and unwholesome tenancy. Another was of a queer mark in the
ground very near Akeley's house, which he said he had photographed the
morning after a night on which the dogs had barked more violently than
usual. It was very blurred, and one could really draw no certain conclusions
from it; but it did seem fiendishly like that other mark or claw-print
photographed on the deserted upland. The final picture was of the Akeley
place itself; a trim white house of two stories and attic, about a century
and a quarter old, and with a well-kept lawn and stone-bordered path
leading up to a tastefully carved Georgian doorway. There were several
huge police dogs on the lawn, squatting near a pleasant-faced man with
a close-cropped grey beard whom I took to be Akeley himself - his own
photographer, one might infer from the tube-connected bulb in his right
hand.
From the pictures
I turned to the bulky, closely-written letter itself; and for the next
three hours was immersed in a gulf of unutterable horror. Where Akeley
had given only outlines before, he now entered into minute details;
presenting long transcripts of words overheard in the woods at night,
long accounts of monstrous pinkish forms spied in thickets at twilight
on the hills, and a terrible cosmic narrative derived from the application
of profound and varied scholarship to the endless bygone discourses
of the mad self-styled spy who had killed himself. I found myself faced
by names and terms that I had heard elsewhere in the most hideous of
connections - Yuggoth, Great Cthulhu, Tsathoggua, YogSothoth, R'lyeh,
Nyarlathotep, Azathoth, Hastur, Yian, Leng, the Lake of Hali, Bethmoora,
the Yellow Sign, L'mur-Kathulos, Bran, and the Magnum Innominandum -
and was drawn back through nameless aeons and inconceivable dimensions
to worlds of elder, outer entity at which the crazed author of the Necronomicon
had only guessed in the vaguest way. I was told of the pits of primal
life, and of the streams that had trickled down therefrom; and finally,
of the tiny rivulets from one of those streams which had become entangled
with the destinies of our own earth.
My brain whirled;
and where before I had attempted to explain things away, I now began
to believe in the most abnormal and incredible wonders. The array of
vital evidence was damnably vast and overwhelming; and the cool, scientific
attitude of Akeley - an attitude removed as far as imaginable from the
demented, the fanatical, the hysterical, or even the. extravagantly
speculative - had a tremendous effect on my thought and judgment. By
the time I laid the frightful letter aside I could understand the fears
he had come to entertain, and was ready to do anything in my power to
keep people away from those wild, haunted hills. Even now, when time
has dulled the impression and made me half-question my own experience
and horrible doubts, there are things in that letter of Akeley's which
I would not quote, or even form into words on paper. I am almost glad
that the letter and record and photographs are gone now - and I wish,
for reasons I shall soon make clear, that the new planet beyond Neptune
had not been discovered.
With the reading
of that letter my public debating about the Vermont horror permanently
ended. Arguments from opponents remained unanswered or put off with
promises, and eventually the controversy petered out into oblivion.
During late May and June I was in constant correspondence with Akeley;
though once in a while a letter would be lost, so that we would have
to retrace our ground and perform considerable laborious copying. What
we were trying to do, as a whole, was to compare notes in matters of
obscure mythological scholarship and arrive at a clearer correlation
of the Vermont horrors with the general body of primitive world legend.
For one thing, we
virtually decided that these morbidities and the hellish Himalayan Mi-Go
were one and the same order of incarnated nightmare. There was also
absorbing zoological conjectures, which I would have referred to Professor
Dexter in my own college but for Akeley's imperative command to tell
no one of the matter before us. If I seem to disobey that command now,
it is only because I think that at this stage a warning about those
farther Vermont hills - and about those Himalayan peaks which bold explorers
are more and more determined to ascend - is more conducive to public
safety than silence would be. One specific thing we were leading up
to was a deciphering of the hieroglyphics on that infamous black stone
- a deciphering which might well place us in possession of secrets deeper
and more dizzying than any formerly known to man.
III
Toward the end of
June the phonograph record came - shipped from Brattleboro, since Akeley
was unwilling to trust conditions on the branch line north of there.
He had begun to feel an increased sense of espionage, aggravated by
the loss of some of our letters; and said much about the insidious deeds
of certain men whom he considered tools and agents of the hidden beings.
Most of all he suspected the surly farmer Walter Brown, who lived alone
on a run-down hillside place near the deep woods, and who was often
seen loafing around corners in Brattleboro, Bellows Falls, Newfane,
and South Londonderry in the most inexplicable and seemingly unmotivated
way. Brown's voice, he felt convinced, was one of those he had overheard
on a certain occasion in a very terrible conversation; and he had once
found a footprint or clawprint near Brown's house which might possess
the most ominous significance. It had been curiously near some of Brown's
own footprints - footprints that faced toward it.
So the record was
shipped from Brattleboro, whither Akeley drove in his Ford car along
the lonely Vermont back roads. He confessed in an accompanying note
that he was beginning to be afraid of those roads, and that he would
not even go into Townshend for supplies now except in broad daylight.
It did not pay, he repeated again and again, to know too much unless
one were very remote from those silent and problematical hills. He would
be going to California pretty soon to live with his son, though it was
hard to leave a place where all one's memories and ancestral feelings
centered.
Before trying the
record on the commercial machine which I borrowed from the college administration
building I carefully went over all the explanatory matter in Akeley's
various letters. This record, he had said, was obtained about 1 A.M.
on the 1st of May, 1915, near the closed mouth of a cave where the wooded
west slope of Dark Mountain rises out of Lee's swamp. The place had
always been unusually plagued with strange voices, this being the reason
he had brought the phonograph, dictaphone, and blank in expectation
of results. Former experience had told him that May Eve - the hideous
Sabbat-night of underground European legend - would probably be more
fruitful than any other date, and he was not disappointed. It was noteworthy,
though, that he never again heard voices at that particular spot.
Unlike most of the
overheard forest voices, the substance of the record was quasi-ritualistic,
and included one palpably human voice which Akeley had never been able
to place. It was not Brown's, but seemed to be that of a man of greater
cultivation. The second voice, however, was the real crux of the thing
- for this was the accursed buzzing which had no likeness to humanity
despite the human words which it uttered in good English grammar and
a scholarly accent.
The recording phonograph
and dictaphone had not worked uniformly well, and had of course been
at a great disadvantage because of the remote and muffled nature of
the overheard ritual; so that the actual speech secured was very fragmentary.
Akeley had given me a transcript of what he believed the spoken words
to be, and I glanced through this again as I prepared the machine for
action. The text was darkly mysterious rather than openly horrible,
though a knowledge of its origin and manner of gathering gave it all
the associative horror which any words could well possess. I will present
it here in full as I remember it - and I am fairly confident that I
know it correctly by heart, not only from reading the transcript, but
from playing the record itself over and over again. It is not a thing
which one might readily forget!
(Indistinguishable
Sounds)
(A
Cultivated Male Human Voice)
...is
the Lord of the Wood, even to... and the gifts of the men of Leng...
so from the wells of night to the gulfs of space, and from the gulfs
of space to the wells of night, ever the praises of Great Cthulhu,
of Tsathoggua, and of Him Who is not to be Named. Ever Their praises,
and abundance to the Black Goat of the Woods. Ia! Shub-Niggurath!
The Goat with a Thousand Young!
(A
Buzzing Imitation of Human Speech)
Ia!
Shub-Niggurath! The Black Goat of the Woods with a Thousand Young!
(Human
Voice)
And
it has come to pass that the Lord of the Woods, being... seven and
nine, down the onyx steps . . . (tri)butes to Him in the Gulf, Azathoth,
He of Whom Thou has taught us marv(els). . . on the wings of night
out beyond space, out beyond th... to That whereof Yuggoth is the
youngest child, rolling alone in black aether at the rim...
(Buzzing
Voice)
...go
out among men and find the ways thereof, that He in the Gulf may know.
To Nyarlathotep, Mighty Messenger, must all things be told. And He
shall put on the semblance of men, the waxen mask and the robe that
hides, and come down from the world of Seven Suns to mock...
(Human
Voice)
(Nyarl)athotep,
Great Messenger, bringer of strange joy to Yuggoth through the void,
Father of the Million Favoured Ones, Stalker among...
(Speech
Cut Off by End of Record)
Such were the words
for which I was to listen when I started the phonograph. It was with
a trace of genuine dread and reluctance that I pressed the lever and
heard the preliminary scratching of the sapphire point, and I was glad
that the first faint, fragmentary words were in a human voice - a mellow,
educated voice which seemed vaguely Bostonian in accent, and which was
certainly not that of any native of the Vermont hills. As I listened
to the tantalisingly feeble rendering, I seemed to find the speech identical
with Akeley's carefully prepared transcript. On it chanted, in that
mellow Bostonian voice. . . "Ia! Shub-Niggurath! The Goat with a Thousand
Young!..."
And then I heard
the other voice. To this hour I shudder retrospectively when I think
of how it struck me, prepared though I was by Akeley's accounts. Those
to whom I have since described the record profess to find nothing but
cheap imposture or madness in it; but could they have the accursed thing
itself, or read the bulk of Akeley's correspondence, (especially that
terrible and encyclopaedic second letter), I know they would think differently.
It is, after all, a tremendous pity that I did not disobey Akeley and
play the record for others - a tremendous pity, too, that all of his
letters were lost. To me, with my first-hand impression of the actual
sounds, and with my knowledge of the background and surrounding circumstances,
the voice was a monstrous thing. It swiftly followed the human voice
in ritualistic response, but in my imagination it was a morbid echo
winging its way across unimaginable abysses from unimaginable outer
hells. It is more than two years now since I last ran off that blasphemous
waxen cylinder; but at this moment, and at all other moments, I can
still hear that feeble, fiendish buzzing as it reached me for the first
time.
"Ia! Shub-Niggurath!
The Black Goat of the Woods with a Thousand Young!"
But though the voice
is always in my ears, I have not even yet been able to analyse it well
enough for a graphic description. It was like the drone of some loathsome,
gigantic insect ponderously shaped into the articulate speech of an
alien species, and I am perfectly certain that the organs producing
it can have no resemblance to the vocal organs of man, or indeed to
those of any of the mammalia. There were singularities in timbre, range,
and overtones which placed this phenomenon wholly outside the sphere
of humanity and earth-life. Its sudden advent that first time almost
stunned me, and I heard the rest of the record through in a sort of
abstracted daze. When the longer passage of buzzing came, there was
a sharp intensification of that feeling of blasphemous infinity which
had struck me during the shorter and earlier passage. At last the record
ended abruptly, during an unusually clear speech of the human and Bostonian
voice; but I sat stupidly staring long after the machine had automatically
stopped.
I hardly need say
that I gave that shocking record many another playing, and that I made
exhaustive attempts at analysis and comment in comparing notes with
Akeley. It would be both useless and disturbing to repeat here all that
we concluded; but I may hint that we agreed in believing we had secured
a clue to the source of some of the most repulsive primordial customs
in the cryptic elder religions of mankind. It seemed plain to us, also,
that there were ancient and elaborate alliance; between the hidden outer
creatures and certain members of the human race. How extensive these
alliances were, and how their state today might compare with their state
in earlier ages, we had no means of’ guessing; yet at best there was
room for a limitless amount of horrified speculation. There seemed to
be an awful, immemorial linkage in several definite stages betwixt man
and nameless infinity. The blasphemies which appeared on earth, it was
hinted, came from the dark planet Yuggoth, at the rim of the solar system;
but this was itself merely the populous outpost of a frightful interstellar
race whose ultimate source must lie far outside even the Einsteinian
space-time continuum or greatest known cosmos.
Meanwhile we continued
to discuss the black stone and the best way of getting it to Arkham
- Akeley deeming it inadvisable to have me visit him at the scene of
his nightmare studies. For some reason or other, Akeley was afraid to
trust the thing to any ordinary or expected transportation route. His
final idea was to take it across country to Bellows Falls and ship it
on the Boston and Maine system through Keene and Winchendon and Fitchburg,
even though this would necessitate his driving along somewhat lonelier
and more forest-traversing hill roads than the main highway to Brattleboro.
He said he had noticed a man around the express office at Brattleboro
when he had sent the phonograph record, whose actions and expression
had been far from reassuring. This man had seemed too anxious to talk
with the clerks, and had taken the train on which the record was shipped.
Akeley confessed that he had not felt strictly at ease about that record
until he heard from me of its safe receipt.
About this time
- the second week in July - another letter of mine went astray, as I
learned through an anxious communication from Akeley. After that he
told me to address him no more at Townshend, but to send all mail in
care of the General Delivery at Brattleboro; whither he would make frequent
trips either in his car or on the motor-coach line which had lately
replaced passenger service on the lagging branch railway. I could see
that he was getting more and more anxious, for he went into much detail
about the increased barking of the dogs on moonless nights, and about
the fresh claw-prints he sometimes found in the road and in the mud
at the back of his farmyard when morning came. Once he told about a
veritable army of prints drawn up in a line facing an equally thick
and resolute line of dog-tracks, and sent a loathsomely disturbing Kodak
picture to prove it. That was after a night on which the dogs had outdone
themselves in barking and howling.
On the morning of
Wednesday, July 18, I received a telegram from Bellows Falls, in which
Akeley said he was expressing the black stone over the B. & M. on Train
No. 5508, leaving Bellows Falls at 12:15 P.M., standard time, and due
at the North Station in Boston at 4:12 P.M. It ought, I calculated,
to get up to Arkham at least by the next noon; and accordingly I stayed
in all Thursday morning to receive it. But noon came and went without
its advent, and when I telephoned down to the express office I was informed
that no shipment for me had arrived. My next act, performed amidst a
growing alarm, was to give a long-distance call to the express agent
at the Boston North Station; and I was scarcely surprised to learn that
my consignment had not appeared. Train No. 5508 had pulled in only 35
minutes late on the day before, but had contained no box addressed to
me. The agent promised, however, to institute a searching inquiry; and
I ended the day by sending Akeley a night-letter outlining the situation.
With commendable
promptness a report came from the Boston office on the following afternoon,
the agent telephoning as soon as he learned the facts. It seemed that
the railway express clerk on No. 5508 had been able to recall an incident
which might have much bearing on my loss - an argument with a very curious-voiced
man, lean, sandy, and rustic-looking, when the train was waiting at
Keene, N. H., shortly after one o’clock standard time. The man, he said,
was greatly excited about a heavy box which he claimed to expect, but
which was neither on the train nor entered on the company’s books. He
had given the name of Stanley Adams, and had had such a queerly thick
droning voice, that it made the clerk abnormally dizzy and sleepy to
listen to him. The clerk could not remember quite how the conversation
had ended, but recalled starting into a fuller awakeness when the train
began to move. The Boston agent added that this clerk was a young man
of wholly unquestioned veracity and reliability, of known antecedents
and long with the company.
That evening I went
to Boston to interview the clerk in person, having obtained his name
and address from the office. He was a frank, prepossessing fellow, but
I saw that he could add nothing to his original account. Oddly, he was
scarcely sure that he could even recognise the strange inquirer again.
Realising that he had no more to tell, I returned to Arkham and sat
up till morning writing letters to Akeley, to the express company and
to the police department and station agent in Keene. I felt that the
strange-voiced man who had so queerly affected the clerk must have a
pivotal place in the ominous business, and hoped that Keene station
employees and telegraph-office records might tell something about him
and about how he happened to make his inquiry when and where he did.
I must admit, however,
that all my investigations came to nothing. The queer-voiced man had
indeed been noticed around the Keene station in the early afternoon
of July 18, and one lounger seemed to couple him vaguely with a heavy
box; but he was altogether unknown, and had not been seen before or
since. He had not visited the telegraph office or received any message
so far as could be learned, nor had any message which might justly be
considered a notice of the black stone’s presence on No. 5508 come through
the office for anyone. Naturally Akeley joined with me in conducting
these inquiries, and even made a personal trip to Keene to question
the people around the station; but his attitude toward the matter was
more fatalistic than mine. He seemed to find the loss of the box a portentous
and menacing fulfillment of inevitable tendencies, and had no real hope
at all of its recovery. He spoke of the undoubted telepathic and hypnotic
powers of the hill creatures and their agents, and in one letter hinted
that he did not believe the stone was on this earth any longer. For
my part, I was duly enraged, for I had felt there was at least a chance
of learning profound and astonishing things from the old, blurred hieroglyphs.
The matter would have rankled bitterly in my mind had not Akeley’s immediately
subsequent letters brought up a new phase of the whole horrible hill
problem which at once seized all my attention.
IV
The unknown things,
Akeley wrote in a script grown pitifully tremulous, had begun to close
in on him with a wholly new degree of determination. The nocturnal barking
of the dogs whenever the moon. was dim or absent was hideous now, and
there had been attempts to molest him on the lonely roads he had to
traverse by day. On the second of August, while bound for the village
in his car, he had found a tree-trunk laid in his path at a point where
the highway ran through a deep patch of woods; while the savage barking
of the two great dogs he had with him told all too well of the things
which must have been lurking near. What would have happened had the
dogs not been there, he did not dare guess - but he never went out now
without at least two of his faithful and powerful pack. Other road experiences
had occurred on August fifth and sixth; a shot grazing his car on one
occasion, and the barking of the dogs telling of unholy woodland presences
on the other.
On August fifteenth
I received a frantic letter which disturbed me greatly, and which made
me wish Akeley could put aside his lonely reticence and call in the
aid of the law. There had been frightful happening on the night of the
12-13th, bullets flying outside the farmhouse, and three of the twelve
great dogs being found shot dead in the morning. There were myriads
of claw-prints in the road, with the human prints of Walter Brown among
them. Akeley had started to telephone to Brattleboro for more dogs,
but the wire had gone dead before he had a chance to say much. Later
he went to Brattleboro in his car, and learned there that linemen had
found the main cable neatly cut at a point where it ran through the
deserted hills north of Newfane. But he was about to start home with
four fine new dogs, and several cases of ammunition for his big-game
repeating rifle. The letter was written at the post office in Brattleboro,
and came through to me without delay.
My attitude toward
the matter was by this time quickly slipping from a scientific to an
alarmedly personal one. I was afraid for Akeley in his remote, lonely
farmhouse, and half afraid for myself because of my now definite connection
with the strange hill problem. The thing was reaching out so.
Would it suck me in and engulf me? In replying to his letter I urged
him to seek help, and hinted that I might take action myself if he did
not. I spoke of visiting Vermont in person in spite of his wishes, and
of helping him explain the situation to the proper authorities. In return,
however, I received only a telegram from Bellows Falls which read thus:
APPRECIATE YOUR
POSITION BUT CAN DO NOTHING TAKE NO ACTION YOURSELF FOR IT COULD ONLY
HARM BOTH WAIT FOR EXPLANATION
HENRY
AKELY
But the affair was
steadily deepening. Upon my replying to the telegram I received a shaky
note from Akeley with the astonishing news that he had not only never
sent the wire, but had not received the letter from me to which it was
an obvious reply. Hasty inquiries by him at Bellows Falls had brought
out that the message was deposited by a strange sandy-haired man with
a curiously thick, droning voice, though more than this he could not
learn. The clerk showed him the original text as scrawled in pencil
by the sender, but the handwriting was wholly unfamiliar. It was noticeable
that the signature was misspelled - A-K-E-L-Y, without the second "E."
Certain conjectures were inevitable, but amidst the obvious crisis he
did not stop to elaborate upon them,
He spoke of the
death of more dogs and the purchase of still others, and of the exchange
of gunfire which had become a settled feature each moonless night. Brown’s
prints, and the prints of at least one or two more shod human figures,
were now found regularly among the claw-prints in the road, and at the
back of the farmyard. It was, Akeley admitted, a pretty bad business;
and before long he would probably have to go to live with his California
son whether or not he could sell the old place. But it was not easy
to leave the only spot one could really think of as home. He must try
to hang on a little longer; perhaps he could scare off the intruders
- especially if he openly gave up all further attempts to penetrate
their secrets.
Writing Akeley at
once, I renewed my offers of aid, and spoke again of visiting him and
helping him convince the authorities of his dire peril. In his reply
he seemed less set against that plan than his past attitude would have
led one to predict, but said he would like to hold off a little while
longer - long enough to get his things in order and reconcile himself
to the idea of leaving an almost morbidly cherished birthplace. People
looked askance at his studies and speculations and it would be better
to get quietly off without setting the countryside in a turmoil and
creating widespread doubts of his own sanity. He had had enough, he
admitted, but he. wanted to make a dignified exit if he could.
This letter reached
me on the 28th of August, and I prepared and mailed as encouraging a
reply as I could. Apparently the encouragement had effect, for Akeley
had fewer terrors to report when he acknowledged my note. He was not
very optimistic, though, and expressed the belief that it was only the
full moon season which was holding the creatures off. He hoped there
would not be many densely cloudy nights, and talked vaguely of boarding
in Brattleboro when the moon waned. Again I wrote him encouragingly
but on September 5th there came a fresh communication which had obviously
crossed my letter in the mails; and to this I could not give any such
hopeful response. In view of its importance I believe I had better give
it in full - as best I can do from memory of the shaky script. It ran
substantially as follows:
Monday
Dear Wilmarth
A rather discouraging
P. S. to my last. Last night was thickly cloudy - though no rain -
and not a bit of moonlight got through. Things were pretty bad, and
I think the end is getting near, in spite of all we have hoped. After
midnight something landed on the roof of the house, and the dogs all
rushed up to see what it was. I could hear them snapping and tearing
around, and then one managed to get on the roof by jumping from the
low ell. There was a terrible fight up there, and I heard a frightful
buzzing which I’ll never forget. And then there was a shocking
smell. About the same time bullets came through the window and nearly
grazed me. I think the main line of the hill creatures had got close
to the house when the dogs divided because of the roof business. What
was up there I don’t know yet, but I’m afraid the creatures are learning
to steer better with their space wings. I put out the light and used
the windows for loopholes, and raked all around the house with rifle
fire aimed just high enough not to hit the dogs. That seemed to end
the business, but in the morning I found great pools of blood in the
yard, besides pools of a green sticky stuff that had the worst odour
I have ever smelled. I climbed up on the roof and found more of the
sticky stuff there. Five of the dogs were killed - I’m afraid I hit
one myself by aiming too low, for he was shot in the back. Now I am
setting the panes the shots broke, and am going to Brattleboro for
more dogs. I guess the men at the kennels think I am crazy. Will drop
another note later. Suppose I’ll be ready for moving in a week or
two, though it nearly kills me to think of it.
Hastily
- Akeley
But this was not
the only letter from Akeley to cross mine. On the next morning - September
6th - still another came; this time a frantic scrawl which utterly unnerved
me and put me at a loss what to say or do next. Again I cannot do better
than quote the text as faithfully as memory will let me.
Tuesday
Clouds didn’t
break, so no moon again - and going into the wane anyhow. I’d have
the house wired for electricity and put in a searchlight if I didn’t
know they’d cut the cables as fast as they could be mended.
I think I am going
crazy. It may be that all I have ever written you is a dream or madness.
It was bad enough before, but this time it is too much. They talked
to me last night - talked in that cursed buzzing voice and told
me things that I dare not repeat to you. I heard them plainly
above the barking of the dogs, and once when they were drowned out
a human voice helped them. Keep out of this, Wilmarth - it
is worse than either you or I ever suspected. They don’t mean to
let me get to California now - they want to take me off alive, or
what theoretically and mentally amounts to alive - not only to
Yuggoth, but beyond that - away outside the galaxy and possibly
beyond the last curved rim of space. I told them I wouldn’t go
where they wish, or in the terrible way they propose to take me, but
I’m afraid it will be no use. My place is so far out that they may
come by day as well as by night before long. Six more dogs killed,
and I felt presences all along the wooded parts of the road when I
drove to Brattleboro today. It was a mistake for me to try to send
you that phonograph record and black stone. Better smash the record
before it’s too late. Will drop you another line tomorrow if I’m still
here. Wish I could arrange to get my books and things to Brattleboro
and board there. I would run off without anything if I could but something
inside my mind holds me back. I can slip out to Brattleboro, where
I ought to be safe, but I feel just as much a prisoner there as at
the house. And I seem to know that I couldn’t get much farther even
if I dropped everything and tried. It is horrible - don’t get mixed
up in this.
Yrs
- Akeley
I did not sleep
at all the night after receiving this terrible thing, and was utterly
baffled as to Akeley’s remaining degree of sanity. The substance of
the note was wholly insane, yet the manner of expression - in view of
all that had gone before - had a grimly potent quality of convincingness.
I made no attempt to answer it, thinking it better to wait until Akeley
might have time to reply to my latest communication. Such a reply indeed
came on the following day, though the fresh material in it quite overshadowed
any of the points brought up by the letter nominally answered. Here
is what I recall of the text, scrawled and blotted as it was in the
course of a plainly frantic and hurried composition.
Wednesday
W -
Your letter came,
but it’s no use to discuss anything any more. I am fully resigned.
Wonder that I have even enough will power left to fight them off.
Can’t escape even if I were willing to give up everything and run.
They’ll get me.
Had a letter
from them yesterday - R.F.D. man brought it while I was at Brattleboro.
Typed and postmarked Bellows Falls. Tells what they want to do with
me - I can’t repeat it. Look out for yourself, too! Smash that record.
Cloudy nights keep up, and moon waning all the time. Wish I dared
to get help - it might brace up my will power - but everyone who would
dare to come at all would call me crazy unless there happened to be
some proof. Couldn’t ask people to come for no reason at all - am
all out of touch with everybody and have been for years.
But I haven’t
told you the worst, Wilmarth. Brace up to read this, for it will give
you a shock. I am telling the truth, though. It is this - I have
seen and touched one of the things, or part of one of the things.
God, man, but it’s awful! It was dead, of course. One of the dogs
had it, and I found it near the kennel this morning. I tried to save
it in the woodshed to convince people of the whole thing, but it all
evaporated in a few hours. Nothing left. You know, all those things
in the rivers were seen only on the first morning after the flood.
And here’s the worst. I tried to photograph it for you, but when I
developed the film there wasn’t anything visible except the woodshed.
What can the thing have been made of? I saw it and felt it, and they
all leave footprints. It was surely made of matter - but what kind
of matter? The shape can’t be described. It was a great crab with
a lot of pyramided fleshy rings or knots of thick, ropy stuff covered
with feelers where a man’s head would be. That green sticky stuff
is its blood or juice. And there are more of them due on earth any
minute.
Walter Brown is
missing - hasn’t been seen loafing around any of his usual corners
in the villages hereabouts. I must have got him with one of my shots,
though the creatures always seem to try to take their dead and wounded
away.
Got into town
this afternoon without any trouble, but am afraid they’re beginning
to hold off because they’re sure of me. Am writing this in Brattleboro
P. 0. This may be goodbye - if it is, write my son George Goodenough
Akeley, 176 Pleasant St., San Diego, Cal., but don’t come up here.
Write the boy if you don’t hear from me in a week, and watch the papers
for news.
I’m going to play
my last two cards now - if I have the will power left. First to try
poison gas on the things (I’ve got the right chemicals and have fixed
up masks for myself and the dogs) and then if that doesn’t work, tell
the sheriff. They can lock me in a madhouse if they want to - it’ll
be better than what the other creatures would do. Perhaps I can get
them to pay attention to the prints around the house - they are faint,
but I can find them every morning. Suppose, though, police would say
I faked them somehow; for they all think I’m a queer character.
Must try to have
a state policeman spend a night here and see for himself - though
it would be just like the creatures to learn about it and hold off
that night. They cut my wires whenever I try to telephone in the night
- the linemen think it is very queer, and may testify for me if they
don’t go and imagine I cut them myself. I haven’t tried to keep them
repaired for over a week now.
I could get some
of the ignorant people to testify for me about the reality of the
horrors, but everybody laughs at what they say, and anyway, they have
shunned my place for so long that they don’t know any of the new events.
You couldn’t get one of those rundown farmers to come within a mile
of my house for love or money. The mail-carrier hears what they say
and jokes me about it - God! If I only dared tell him how real it
is! I think I’ll try to get him to notice the prints, but he comes
in the afternoon and they’re usually about gone by that time. If I
kept one by setting a box or pan over it, he’d think surely it was
a fake or joke.
Wish I hadn’t
gotten to be such a hermit, so folks don’t drop around as they used
to. I’ve never dared show the black stone or the Kodak pictures, or
play that record, to anybody but the ignorant people. The others would
say I faked the whole business and do nothing but laugh. But I may
yet try showing the pictures. They give those claw-prints clearly,
even if the things that made them can’t be photographed. What a shame
nobody else saw that thing this morning before it went to nothing!
But I don’t know
as I care. After what I’ve been through, a madhouse is as good a place
as any. The doctors can help me make up my mind to get away from this
house, and that is all that will save me.
Write my son George
if you don’t hear soon. Goodbye, smash that record, and don’t mix
up in this.
Yrs
- Akeley
This letter frankly
plunged me into the blackest of terror. I did not know what to say in
answer, but scratched off some incoherent words of advice and encouragement
and sent them by registered mail. I recall urging Akeley to move to
Brattleboro at once, and place himself under the protection of the authorities;
adding that I would come to that town with the phonograph record and
help convince the courts of his sanity. It was time, too, I think I
wrote, to alarm the people generally against this thing in their midst.
It will be observed that at this moment of stress my own belief in all
Akeley had told and claimed was virtually complete, though I did think
his failure to get a picture of the dead monster was due not to any
freak of Nature but to some excited slip of his own.
V
Then, apparently
crossing my incoherent note and reaching me Saturday afternoon, September
8th, came that curiously different and calming letter neatly typed on
a new machine; that strange letter of reassurance and invitation which
must have marked so prodigious a transition in the whole nightmare drama
of the lonely hills. Again I will quote from memory - seeking for special
reasons to preserve as much of the flavour of the style as I can. It
was postmarked Bellows Falls, and the signature as well as the body
of the letter was typed - as is frequent with beginners in typing. The
text, though, was marvellously accurate for a tyro’s work; and I concluded
that Akeley must have used a machine at some previous period - perhaps
in college. To say that the letter relieved me would be only fair, yet
beneath my relief lay a substratum of uneasiness. If Akeley had been
sane in his terror, was he now sane in his deliverance? And the sort
of "improved rapport" mentioned . . . what was it? The entire thing
implied such a diametrical reversal of Akeley’s previous attitude! But
here is the substance of the text, carefully transcribed from a memory
in which I take some pride.
Townshend,
Vermont,
Thursday,
Sept. 6, 1928.
My dear Wilmarth:
-
It gives me great
pleasure to be able to set you at rest regarding all the silly things
I’ve been writing you. I say "silly," although by that I mean my frightened
attitude rather than my descriptions of certain phenomena. Those phenomena
are real and important enough; my mistake had been in establishing
an anomalous attitude toward them.
I think I mentioned
that my strange visitors were beginning to communicate with me, and
to attempt such communication. Last night this exchange of speech
became actual. In response to certain signals I admitted to the house
a messenger from those outside - a fellow-human, let me hasten to
say. He told me much that neither you nor I had even begun to guess,
and showed clearly how totally we had misjudged and misinterpreted
the purpose of the Outer Ones in maintaining their secret colony on
this planet.
It seems that
the evil legends about what they have offered to men, and what they
wish in connection with the earth, are wholly the result of an ignorant
misconception of allegorical speech - speech, of course, moulded by
cultural backgrounds and thought-habits vastly different from anything
we dream of. My own conjectures, I freely own, shot as widely past
the mark as any of the guesses of illiterate farmers and savage Indians.
What I had thought morbid and shameful and ignominious is in reality
awesome and mind-expanding and even glorious - my previous
estimate being merely a phase of man’s eternal tendency to hate and
fear and shrink from the utterly different.
Now I regret the
harm I have inflicted upon these alien and incredible beings in the
course of our nightly skirmishes. If only I had consented to talk
peacefully and reasonably with them in the first place! But they bear
me no grudge, their emotions being organised very differently from
ours. It is their misfortune to have had as their human agents in
Vermont some very inferior specimens - the late Walter Brown, for
example. He prejudiced me vastly against them. Actually, they have
never knowingly harmed men, but have often been cruelly wronged and
spied upon by our species. There is a whole secret cult of evil men
(a man of your mystical erudition will understand me when I link them
with Hastur and the Yellow Sign) devoted to the purpose of tracking
them down and injuring them on behalf of monstrous powers from other
dimensions. It is against these aggressors - not against normal humanity
- that the drastic precautions of the Outer Ones are directed. Incidentally,
I learned that many of our lost letters were stolen not by the Outer
Ones but by the emissaries of this malign cult.
All that the Outer
Ones wish of man is peace and non-molestation and an increasing intellectual
rapport. This latter is absolutely necessary now that our inventions
and devices are expanding our knowledge and motions, and making it
more and more impossible for the Outer Ones’ necessary outposts to
exist secretly on this planet. The alien beings desire to know mankind
more fully, and to have a few of mankind’s philosophic and scientific
leaders know more about them. With such an exchange of knowledge all
perils will pass, and a satisfactory modus vivendi be established.
The very idea of any attempt to enslave or degrade mankind
is ridiculous.
As a beginning
of this improved rapport, the Outer Ones have naturally chosen me
- whose knowledge of them is already so considerable - as their primary
interpreter on earth. Much was told me last night - facts of the most
stupendous and vista-opening nature - and more will be subsequently
communicated to me both orally and in writing. I shall not be called
upon to make any trip outside just yet, though I shall probably wish
to do so later on - employing special means and transcending everything
which we have hitherto been accustomed to regard as human experience.
My house will be besieged no longer. Everything has reverted to normal,
and the dogs will have no further occupation. In place of terror I
have been given a rich boon of knowledge and intellectual adventure
which few other mortals have ever shared.
The Outer Beings
are perhaps the most marvellous organic things in or beyond all space
and time-members of a cosmos-wide race of which all other life-forms
are merely degenerate variants. They are more vegetable than animal,
if these terms can be applied to the sort of matter composing them,
and have a somewhat fungoid structure; though the presence of a chlorophyll-like
substance and a very singular nutritive system differentiate them
altogether from true cormophytic fungi. Indeed, the type is composed
of a form of matter totally alien to our part of space - with electrons
having a wholly different vibration-rate. That is why the beings cannot
be photographed on the ordinary camera films and plates of our known
universe, even though our eyes can see them. With proper knowledge,
however, any good chemist could make a photographic emulsion which
would record their images.
The genus is unique
in its ability to traverse the heatless and airless interstellar void
in full corporeal form, and some of its variants cannot do this without
mechanical aid or curious surgical transpositions. Only a few species
have the ether-resisting wings characteristic of the Vermont variety.
Those inhabiting certain remote peaks in the Old World were brought
in other ways. Their external resemblance to animal life, and to the
sort of structure we understand as material, is a matter of parallel
evolution rather than of close kinship. Their brain-capacity exceeds
that of any other surviving life-form, although the winged types of
our hill country are by no means the most highly developed. Telepathy
is their usual means of discourse, though we have rudimentary vocal
organs which, after a slight operation (for surgery is an incredibly
expert and everyday thing among them), can roughly duplicate the speech
of such types of organism as still use speech.
Their main immediate
abode is a still undiscovered and almost lightless planet at the very
edge of our solar system - beyond Neptune, and the ninth in distance
from the sun. It is, as we have inferred, the object mystically hinted
at as "Yuggoth" in certain ancient and forbidden writings; and it
will soon be the scene of a strange focussing of thought upon our
world in an effort to facilitate mental rapport. I would not be surprised
if astronomers become sufficiently sensitive to these thought-currents
to discover Yuggoth when the Outer Ones wish them to do so. But Yuggoth,
of course, is only the stepping-stone. The main body of the beings
inhabits strangely organized abysses wholly beyond the utmost reach
of any human imagination. The space-time globule which we recognize
as the totality of all cosmic entity is only an atom in the genuine
infinity which is theirs. And as much of this infinity as any human
brain can hold is eventually to be opened up to me, as it has been
to not more than fifty other men since the human race has existed.
You will probably
call this raving at first, Wilmarth, but in time you will appreciate
the titanic opportunity I have stumbled upon. I want you to share
as much of it as is possible, and to that end must tell you thousands
of things that won’t go on paper. In the past I have warned you not
to come to see me. Now that all is safe, I take pleasure in rescinding
that warning and inviting you.
Can’t you make
a trip up here before your college term opens? It would be marvelously
delightful if you could. Bring along the phonograph record and all
my letters to you as consultative data - we shall need them in piecing
together the whole tremendous story. You might bring the Kodak prints,
too, since I seem to have mislaid the negatives and my own prints
in all this recent excitement. But what a wealth of facts I have to
add to all this groping and tentative material - and what a stupendous
device I have to supplement my additions!
Don’t hesitate
- I am free from espionage now, and you will not meet anything unnatural
or disturbing. Just come along and let my car meet you at the Brattleboro
station - prepare to stay as long as you can, and expect many an evening
of discussion of things beyond all human conjecture. Don’t tell anyone
about it, of course - for this matter must not get to the promiscuous
public.
The train service
to Brattleboro is not bad - you can get a timetable in Boston. Take
the B. & M. to Greenfield, and then change for the brief remainder
of the way. I suggest your taking the convenient 4:10 P.M. - standard-from
Boston. This gets into Greenfield at 7:35, and at 9:19 a train leaves
there which reaches Brattleboro at 10:01. That is weekdays. Let me
know the date and I’ll have my car on hand at the station.
Pardon this typed
letter, but my handwriting has grown shaky of late, as you know, and
I don’t feel equal to long stretches of script. I got this new Corona
in Brattleboro yesterday - it seems to work very well.
Awaiting word,
and hoping to see you shortly with the phonograph record and all my
letters - and the Kodak prints -
I
am
Yours in anticipation,
Henry W. Akeley
TO ALBERT N. WILMARTH,
ESQ.,
MISKATONIC UNIVERSITY,
ARKHAM, MASS.
The complexity of
my emotions upon reading, re-reading, and pondering over this strange
and unlooked-for letter is past adequate description. I have said that
I was at once relieved and made uneasy, but this expresses only crudely
the overtones of diverse and largely subconscious feelings which comprised
both the relief and the uneasiness. To begin with, the thing was so
antipodally at variance with the whole chain of horrors preceding it
- the change of mood from stark terror to cool complacency and even
exultation was so unheralded, lightning-like, and complete! I could
scarcely believe that a single day could so alter the psychological
perspective of one who had written that final frenzied bulletin of Wednesday,
no matter what relieving disclosures that day might have brought. At
certain moments a sense of conflicting unrealities made me wonder whether
this whole distantly reported drama of fantastic forces were not a kind
of half-illusory dream created largely within my own mind. Then I thought
of the phonograph record and gave way to still greater bewilderment.
The letter seemed
so unlike anything which could have been expected! As I analysed my
impression, I saw that it consisted of two distinct phases. First, granting
that Akeley had been sane before and was still sane, the indicated change
in the situation itself was so swift and unthinkable. And secondly,
the change in Akeley’s own manner, attitude, and language was so vastly
beyond the normal or the predictable. The man’s whole personality seemed
to have undergone an insidious mutation - a mutation so deep that one
could scarcely reconcile his two aspects with the supposition that both
represented equal sanity. Word-choice, spelling - all were subtly different.
And with my academic sensitiveness to prose style, I could trace profound
divergences in his commonest reactions and rhythm-responses. Certainly,
the emotional cataclysm or revelation which could produce so radical
an overturn must be an extreme one indeed! Yet in another way the letter
seemed quite characteristic of Akeley. The same old passion for infinity
- the same old scholarly inquisitiveness. I could not a moment - or
more than a moment - credit the idea of spuriousness or malign substitution.
Did not the invitation - the willingness to have me test the truth of
the letter in person - prove its genuineness?
I did not retire
Saturday night, but sat up thinking of the shadows and marvels behind
the letter I had received. My mind, aching from the quick succession
of monstrous conceptions it had been forced to confront during the last
four months, worked upon this startling new material in a cycle of doubt
and acceptance which repeated most of the steps experienced in facing
the earlier wonders; till long before dawn a burning interest and curiosity
had begun to replace the original storm of perplexity and uneasiness.
Mad or sane, metamorphosed or merely relieved, the chances were that
Akeley had actually encountered some stupendous change of perspective
in his hazardous research; some change at once diminishing his danger
- real or fancied - and opening dizzy new vistas of cosmic and superhuman
knowledge. My own zeal for the unknown flared up to meet his, and I
felt myself touched by the contagion of the morbid barrier-breaking.
To shake off the maddening and wearying limitations of time and space
and natural law - to be linked with the vast outside - to come close
to the nighted and abysmal secrets of the infinite and the ultimate
- surely such a thing was worth the risk of one’s life, soul, and sanity!
And Akeley had said there was no longer any peril - he had invited me
to visit him instead of warning me away as before. I tingled at the
thought of what he might now have to tell me - there was an almost paralysing
fascination in the thought of sitting in that lonely and lately-beleaguered
farmhouse with a man who had talked with actual emissaries from outer
space; sitting there with the terrible record and the pile of letters
in which Akeley had summarised his earlier conclusions.
So late Sunday morning
I telegraphed Akeley that I would meet him in Brattleboro on the following
Wednesday - September 12th - if that date were convenient for him. In
only one respect did I depart from his suggestions, and that concerned
the choice of a train. Frankly, I did not feel like arriving in that
haunted Vermont region late at night; so instead of accepting the train
he chose I telephoned the station and devised another arrangement. By
rising early and taking the 8:07 A.M. (standard) into Boston, I could
catch the 9:25 for Greenfield; arriving there at 12:22 noon. This connected
exactly with a train reaching Brattleboro at 1:08 p.m. - a much more
comfortable hour than 10:01 for meeting Akeley and riding with him into
the close-packed, secret-guarding hills.
I mentioned this
choice in my telegram, and was glad to learn in the reply which came
toward evening that it had met with my prospective host’s endorsement.
His wire ran thus:
ARRANGEMENT SATISFACTORY
WILL MEET ONE EIGHT TRAIN WEDNESDAY DONT FORGET RECORD AND LETTERS
AND PRINTS KEEP DESTINATION QUIET EXPECT GREAT REVELATIONS
AKELEY
Receipt of this
message in direct response to one sent to Akeley - and necessarily delivered
to his house from the Townshend station either by official messenger
or by a restored telephone service - removed any lingering subconscious
doubts I may have had about the authorship of the perplexing letter.
My relief was marked - indeed, it was greater than I could account for
at the time; since all such doubts had been rather deeply buried. But
I slept soundly and long that night, and was eagerly busy with preparations
during the ensuing two days.
VI
On Wednesday I started
as agreed,. taking with me a valise full of simple necessities and scientific
data, including the hideous phonograph record, the Kodak prints, and
the entire file of Akeley’s correspondence. As requested, I had told
no one where I was going; for I could see that the matter demanded utmost
privacy, even allowing for its most favourable turns. The thought of
actual mental contact with alien, outside entities was stupefying enough
to my trained and somewhat prepared mind; and this being so, what might
one think of its effect on the vast masses of uninformed laymen? I do
not know whether dread or adventurous expectancy was uppermost in me
as I changed trains at Boston and began the long westward run out of
familiar regions into those I knew less thoroughly. Waltham - Concord
- Ayer - Fitchburg - Gardner - Athol -
My train reached
Greenfield seven minutes late, but the northbound connecting express
had been held. Transferring in haste, I felt a curious breathlessness
as the cars rumbled on through the early afternoon sunlight into territories
I had always read of but had never before visited. I knew I was entering
an altogether older-fashioned and more primitive New England than the
mechanised, urbanised coastal and southern areas where all my life had
been spent; an unspoiled, ancestral New England without the foreigners
and factory-smoke, bill-boards and concrete roads, of the sections which
modernity has touched. There would be odd survivals of that continuous
native life whose deep roots make it the one authentic outgrowth of
the landscape - the continuous native life which keeps alive strange
ancient memories, and fertilises the soil for shadowy, marvellous, and
seldom-mentioned beliefs.
Now and then I saw
the blue Connecticut River gleaming in the sun, and after leaving Northfield
we crossed it. Ahead loomed green and cryptical hills, and when the
conductor came around I learned that I was at last in Vermont. He told
me to set my watch back an hour, since the northern hill country will
have no dealings with new-fangled daylight time schemes. As I did so
it seemed to me that I was likewise turning the calendar back a century.
The train kept close
to the river, and across in New Hampshire I could see the approaching
slope of steep Wantastiquet, about which singular old legends cluster.
Then streets appeared on my left, and a green island showed in the stream
on my right. People rose and filed to the door, and I followed them.
The car stopped, and I alighted beneath the long train-shed of the Brattleboro
station.
Looking over the
line of waiting motors I hesitated a moment to see which one might turn
out to be the Akeley Ford, but my identity was divined before I could
take the initiative. And yet it was clearly not Akeley himself who advanced
to meet me with an outstretched hand and a mellowly phrased query as
to whether I was indeed Mr. Albert N. Wilmarth of Arkham. This man bore
no resemblance to the bearded, grizzled Akeley of the snapshot; but
was a younger and more urbane person, fashionably dressed, and wearing
only a small, dark moustache. His cultivated voice held an odd and almost
disturbing hint of vague familiarity, though I could not definitely
place it in my memory.
As I surveyed him
I heard him explaining that he was a friend of my prospective host’s
who had come down from Townshend in his stead. Akeley, he declared,
had suffered a sudden attack of some asthmatic trouble, and did not
feel equal to making a trip in the outdoor air. It was not serious,
however, and there was to be no change in plans regarding my visit.
I could not make out just how much this Mr. Noyes - as he announced
himself - knew of Akeley’s researches and discoveries, though it seemed
to me that his casual manner stamped him as a comparative outsider.
Remembering what a hermit Akeley had been, I was a trifle surprised
at the ready availability of such a friend; but did not let my puzzlement
deter me from entering the motor to which he gestured me. It was not
the small ancient car I had expected from Akeley’s descriptions, but
a large and immaculate specimen of recent pattern - apparently Noyes’s
own, and bearing Massachusetts license plates with the amusing "sacred
codfish" device of that year. My guide, I concluded, must be a summer
transient in the Townshend region.
Noyes climbed into
the car beside me and started it at once. I was glad that he did not
overflow with conversation, for some peculiar atmospheric tensity made
me feel disinclined to talk. The town seemed very attractive in the
afternoon sunlight as we swept up an incline and turned to the right
into the main street. It drowsed like the older New England cities which
one remembers from boyhood, and something in the collocation of roofs
and steeples and chimneys and brick walls formed contours touching deep
viol-strings of ancestral emotion. I could tell that I was at the gateway
of a region half-bewitched through the piling-up of unbroken time-accumulations;
a region where old, strange things have had a chance to grow and linger
because they have never been stirred up.
As we passed out
of Brattleboro my sense of constraint and foreboding increased, for
a vague quality in the hill-crowded countryside with its towering, threatening,
close-pressing green and granite slopes hinted at obscure secrets and
immemorial survivals which might or might not be hostile to mankind.
For a time our course followed a broad, shallow river which flowed down
from unknown hills in the north, and I shivered when my companion told
me it was the West River. It was in this stream, I recalled from newspaper
items, that one of the morbid crablike beings had been seen floating
after the floods.
Gradually the country
around us grew wilder and more deserted. Archaic covered bridges lingered
fearsomely out of the past in pockets of the hills, and the half-abandoned
railway track paralleling the river seemed to exhale a nebulously visible
air of desolation. There were awesome sweeps of vivid valley where great
cliffs rose, New England’s virgin granite showing grey and austere through
the verdure that scaled the crests. There were gorges where untamed
streams leaped, bearing down toward the river the unimagined secrets
of a thousand pathless peaks. Branching away now and then were narrow,
half-concealed roads that bored their way through solid, luxuriant masses
of forest among whose primal trees whole armies of elemental spirits
might well lurk. As I saw these I thought of how Akeley had been molested
by unseen agencies on his drives along this very route, and did not
wonder that such things could be.
The quaint, sightly
village of Newfane, reached in less than an hour, was our last link
with that world which man can definitely call his own by virtue of conquest
and complete occupancy. After that we cast off all allegiance to immediate,
tangible, and time-touched things, and entered a fantastic world of
hushed unreality in which the narrow, ribbon-like road rose and fell
and curved with an almost sentient and purposeful caprice amidst the
tenantless green peaks and half-deserted valleys. Except for the sound
of the motor, and the faint stir of the few lonely farms we passed at
infrequent intervals, the only thing that reached my ears was the gurgling,
insidious trickle of strange waters from numberless hidden fountains
in the shadowy woods.
The nearness and
intimacy of the dwarfed, domed hills now became veritably breath-taking.
Their steepness and abruptness were even greater than I had imagined
from hearsay, and suggested nothing in common with the prosaic objective
world we know. The dense, unvisited woods on those inaccessible slopes
seemed to harbour alien and incredible things, and I felt that the very
outline of the hills themselves held some strange and aeon-forgotten
meaning, as if they were vast hieroglyphs left by a rumoured titan race
whose glories live only in rare, deep dreams. All the legends of the
past, and all the stupefying imputations of Henry Akeley’s letters and
exhibits, welled up in my memory to heighten the atmosphere of tension
and growing menace. The purpose of my visit, and the frightful abnormalities
it postulated struck at me all at once with a chill sensation that nearly
over-balanced my ardour for strange delvings.
My guide must have
noticed my disturbed attitude; for as the road grew wilder and more
irregular, and our motion slower and more jolting, his occasional pleasant
comments expanded into a steadier flow of discourse. He spoke of the
beauty and weirdness of the country, and revealed some acquaintance
with the folklore studies of my prospective host. From his polite questions
it was obvious that he knew I had come for a scientific purpose, and
that I was bringing data of some importance; but he gave no sign of
appreciating the depth and awfulness of the knowledge which Akeley had
finally reached.
His manner was so
cheerful, normal, and urbane that his remarks ought to have calmed and
reassured me; but oddly enough. I felt only the more disturbed as we
bumped and veered onward into the unknown wilderness of hills and woods.
At times it seemed as if he were pumping me to see what I knew of the
monstrous secrets of the place, and with every fresh utterance that
vague, teasing, baffling familiarity in his voice increased. It was
not an ordinary or healthy familiarity despite the thoroughly wholesome
and cultivated nature of the voice. I somehow linked it with forgotten
nightmares, and felt that I might go mad if I recognised it. If any
good excuse had existed, I think I would have turned back from my visit.
As it was, I could not well do so - and it occurred to me that a cool,
scientific conversation with Akeley himself after my arrival would help
greatly to pull me together.
Besides, there was
a strangely calming element of cosmic beauty in the hypnotic landscape
through which we climbed and plunged fantastically. Time had lost itself
in the labyrinths behind, and around us stretched only the flowering
waves of faery and the recaptured loveliness of vanished centuries -
the hoary groves, the untainted pastures edged with gay autumnal blossoms,
and at vast intervals the small brown farmsteads nestling amidst huge
trees beneath vertical precipices of fragrant brier and meadow-grass.
Even the sunlight assumed a supernal glamour, as if some special atmosphere
or exhalation mantled the whole region. I had seen nothing like it before
save in the magic vistas that sometimes form the backgrounds of Italian
primitives. Sodoma and Leonardo conceived such expanses, but only in
the distance, and through the vaultings of Renaissance arcades. We were
now burrowing bodily through the midst of the picture, and I seemed
to find in its necromancy a thing I had innately known or inherited
and for which I had always been vainly searching.
Suddenly, after
rounding an obtuse angle at the top of a sharp ascent, the car came
to a standstill. On my left, across a well-kept lawn which stretched
to the road and flaunted a border of whitewashed stones, rose a white,
two-and-a-half-story house of unusual size and elegance for the region,
with a congenes of contiguous or arcade-linked barns, sheds, and windmill
behind and to the right. I recognised it at once from the snapshot I
had received, and was not surprised to see the name of Henry Akeley
on the galvanised-iron mailbox near the road. For some distance back
of the house a level stretch of marshy and sparsely-wooded land extended,
beyond which soared a steep, thickly-forested hillside ending in a jagged
leafy crest. This latter, I knew, was the summit of Dark Mountain, half
way up which we must have climbed already.
Alighting from the
car and taking my valise, Noyes asked me to wait while he went in and
notified Akeley of my advent. He himself, he added, had important business
elsewhere, and could not stop for more than a moment. As he briskly
walked up the path to the house I climbed out of the car myself, wishing
to stretch my legs a little before settling down to a sedentary conversation.
My feeling of nervousness and tension had risen to a maximum again now
that I was on the actual scene of the morbid beleaguering described
so hauntingly in Akeley’s letters, and I honestly dreaded the coming
discussions which were to link me with such alien and forbidden worlds.
Close contact with
the utterly bizarre is often more terrifying than inspiring, and it
did not cheer me to think that this very bit of dusty road was the place
where those monstrous tracks and that foetid green ichor had been found
after moonless nights of fear and death. Idly I noticed that none of
Akeley’s dogs seemed to be about. Had he sold them all as soon as the
Outer Ones made peace with him? Try as I might, I could not have the
same confidence in the depth and sincerity of that peace which appeared
in Akeley’s final and queerly different letter. After all, he was a
man of much simplicity and with little worldly experience. Was there
not, perhaps, some deep and sinister undercurrent beneath the surface
of the new alliance?
Led by my thoughts,
my eyes turned downward to the powdery road surface which had held such
hideous testimonies. The last few days had been dry, and tracks of all
sorts cluttered the rutted, irregular highway despite the unfrequented
nature of the district. With a vague curiosity I began to trace the
outline of some of the heterogeneous impressions, trying meanwhile to
curb the flights of macabre fancy which the place and its memories suggested.
There was something menacing and uncomfortable in the funereal stillness,
in the muffled, subtle trickle of distant brooks, and in the crowding
green peaks and black-wooded precipices that choked the narrow horizon.
And then an image
shot into my consciousness which made those vague menaces and flights
of fancy seem mild and insignificant indeed. I have said that I was
scanning the miscellaneous prints in the road with a kind of idle curiosity
- but all at once that curiosity was shockingly snuffed out by a sudden
and paralysing gust of active terror. For though the dust tracks were
in general confused and overlapping, and unlikely to arrest any casual
gaze, my restless vision had caught certain details near the spot where
the path to the house joined the highway; and had recognised beyond
doubt or hope the frightful significance of those details. It was not
for nothing, alas, that I had pored for hours over the Kodak views of
the Outer Ones’ claw-prints which Akeley had sent. Too well did I know
the marks of those loathsome nippers, and that hint of ambiguous direction
which stamped the horrors as no creatures of this planet. No chance
had been left me for merciful mistake. Here, indeed, in objective form
before my own eyes, and surely made not many hours ago, were at least
three marks which stood out blasphemously among the surprising plethora
of blurred footprints leading to and from the Akeley farmhouse. They
were the hellish tracks of the living fungi from Yuggoth.
I pulled myself
together in time to stifle a scream. After all, what more was there
than I might have expected, assuming that I had really believed Akeley’s
letters? He had spoken of making peace with the things. Why, then, was
it strange that some of them had visited his house? But the terror was
stronger than the reassurance. Could any man be expected to look unmoved
for the first time upon the claw-marks of animate beings from outer
depths of space? Just then I saw Noyes emerge from the door and approach
with a brisk step. I must, I reflected, keep command of myself, for
the chances were that this genial friend knew nothing of Akeley’s profoundest
and most stupendous probings into the forbidden.
Akeley, Noyes hastened
to inform me, was glad and ready to see me; although his sudden attack
of asthma would prevent him from being a very competent host for a day
or two. These spells hit him hard when they came, and were always accompanied
by a debilitating fever and general weakness. He never was good for
much while they lasted - had to talk in a whisper, and was very clumsy
and feeble in getting about. His feet and ankles swelled, too, so that
he had to bandage them like a gouty old beef-eater. Today he was in
rather bad shape, so that I would have to attend very largely to my
own needs; but he was none the less eager for conversation. I would
find him in the study at the left of the front hall - the room where
the blinds were shut. He had to keep the sunlight out when he was ill,
for his eyes were very sensitive.
As Noyes bade me
adieu and rode off northward in his car I began to walk slowly toward
the house. The door had been left ajar for me; but before approaching
and entering I cast a searching glance around the whole place, trying
to decide what had struck me as so intangibly queer about it. The barns
and sheds looked trimly prosaic enough, and I noticed Akeley’s battered
Ford in its capacious, unguarded shelter. Then the secret of the queerness
reached me. It was the total silence. Ordinarily a farm is at least
moderately murmurous from its various kinds of livestock, but here all
signs of life were missing. What of the hens and the dogs? The cows,
of which Akeley had said he possessed several, might conceivably be
out to pasture, and the dogs might possibly have been sold; but the
absence of any trace of cackling or grunting was truly singular.
I did not pause
long on the path, but resolutely entered the open house door and closed
it behind me. It had cost me a distinct psychological effort to do so,
and now that I was shut inside I had a momentary longing for precipitate
retreat. Not that the place was in the least sinister in visual suggestion;
on the contrary, I thought the graceful late-colonial hallway very tasteful
and wholesome, and admired the evident breeding of the man who had furnished
it. What made me wish to flee was something very attenuated and indefinable.
Perhaps it was a certain odd odour which I thought I noticed - though
I well knew how common musty odours are in even the best of ancient
farmhouses.
VII
Refusing to let
these cloudy qualms overmaster me, I recalled Noyes’s instructions and
pushed open the six-panelled, brass-latched white door on my left. The
room beyond was darkened as I had known before; and as I entered it
I noticed that the queer odour was stronger there. There likewise appeared
to be some faint, half-imaginary rhythm or vibration in the air. For
a moment the closed blinds allowed me to see very little, but then a
kind of apologetic hacking or whispering sound drew my attention to
a great easy-chair in the farther, darker corner of the room. Within
its shadowy depths I saw the white blur of a man’s face and hands; and
in a moment I had crossed to greet the figure who had tried to speak.
Dim though the light was, I perceived that this was indeed my host.
I had studied the Kodak picture repeatedly, and there could be no mistake
about this firm, weather-beaten face with the cropped, grizzled beard.
But as I looked
again my recognition was mixed with sadness and anxiety; for certainly,
his face was that of a very sick man. I felt that there must be something
more than asthma behind that strained, rigid, immobile expression and
unwinking glassy stare; and realised how terribly the strain of his
frightful experiences must have told on him. Was it not enough to break
any human being - even a younger man than this intrepid delver into
the forbidden? The strange and sudden relief, I feared, had come too
late to save him from something like a general breakdown. There was
a touch of the pitiful in the limp, lifeless way his lean hands rested
in his lap. He had on a loose dressing-gown, and was swathed around
the head and high around the neck with a vivid yellow scarf or hood.
And then I saw that
he was trying to talk in the same hacking whisper with which he had
greeted me. It was a hard whisper to catch at first, since the grey
moustache concealed all movements of the lips, and something in its
timbre disturbed me greatly; but by concentrating my attention I could
soon make out its purport surprisingly well. The accent was by no means
a rustic one, and the language was even more polished than correspondence
had led me to expect.
"Mr. Wilmarth, I
presume? You must pardon my not rising. I am quite ill, as Mr. Noyes
must have told you; but I could not resist having you come just the
same. You know what I wrote in my last letter - there is so much to
tell you tomorrow when I shall feel better. I can’t say how glad I am
to see you in person after all our many letters. You have the file with
you, of course? And the Kodak prints and records? Noyes put your valise
in the hall - I suppose you saw it. For tonight I fear you’ll have to
wait on yourself to a great extent. Your room is upstairs - the one
over this - and you’ll see the bathroom door open at the head of the
staircase. There’s a meal spread for you in the dining-room - right
through this door at your right - which you can take whenever you feel
like it. I’ll be a better host tomorrow - but just now weakness leaves
me helpless.
"Make yourself at
home - you might take out the letters and pictures and records and put
them on the table here before you go upstairs with your bag. It is here
that we shall discuss them - you can see my phonograph on that corner
stand.
"No, thanks - there’s
nothing you can do for me. I know these spells of old. Just come back
for a little quiet visiting before night, and then go to bed when you
please. I’ll rest right here - perhaps sleep here all night as I often
do. In the morning I’ll be far better able to go into the things we
must go into. You realise, of course, the utterly stupendous nature
of the matter before us. To us, as to only a few men on this earth,
there will be opened up gulfs of time and space and knowledge beyond
anything within the conception of human science or philosophy.
"Do you know that
Einstein is wrong, and that certain objects and forces can move with
a velocity greater than that of light? With proper aid I expect to go
backward and forward in time, and actually see and feel the earth of
remote past and future epochs. You can’t imagine the degree to which
those beings have carried science. There is nothing they can’t do with
the mind and body of living organisms. I expect to visit other planets,
and even other stars and galaxies. The first trip will be to Yuggoth,
the nearest world fully peopled by the beings. It is a strange dark
orb at the very rim of our solar system - unknown to earthly astronomers
as yet. But I must have written you about this. At the proper time,
you know, the beings there will direct thought-currents toward us and
cause it to be discovered - or perhaps let one of their human allies
give the scientists a hint.
"There are mighty
cities on Yuggoth - great tiers of terraced towers built of black stone
like the specimen I tried to send you. That came from Yuggoth. The sun
shines there no brighter than a star, but the beings need no light.
They have other subtler senses, and put no windows in their great houses
and temples. Light even hurts and hampers and confuses them, for it
does not exist at all in the black cosmos outside time and space where
they came from originally. To visit Yuggoth would drive any weak man
mad - yet I am going there. The black rivers of pitch that flow under
those mysterious cyclopean bridges - things built by some elder race
extinct and forgotten before the beings came to Yuggoth from the ultimate
voids - ought to be enough to make any man a Dante or Poe if he can
keep sane long enough to tell what he has seen.
"But remember -
that dark world of fungoid gardens and windowless cities isn’t really
terrible. It is only to us that it would seem so. Probably this world
seemed just as terrible to the beings when they first explored it in
the primal age. You know they were here long before the fabulous epoch
of Cthulhu was over, and remember all about sunken R’lyeh when it was
above the waters. They’ve been inside the earth, too - there are openings
which human beings know nothing of - some of them in these very Vermont
hills - and great worlds of unknown life down there; blue-litten K’n-yan,
red-litten Yoth, and black, lightless N’kai. It’s from N’kai that frightful
Tsathoggua came - you know, the amorphous, toad-like god-creature mentioned
in the Pnakotic Manuscripts and the Necronomicon and the
Commoriom myth-cycle preserved by the Atlantean high-priest Klarkash-Ton.
"But we will talk
of all this later on. It must be four or five o’clock by this time.
Better bring the stuff from your bag, take a bite, and then come back
for a comfortable chat."
Very slowly I turned
and began to obey my host; fetching my valise, extracting and depositing
the desired articles, and finally ascending to the room designated as
mine. With the memory of that roadside claw-print fresh in my mind,
Akeley’s whispered paragraphs had affected me queerly; and the hints
of familiarity with this unknown world of fungous life - forbidden Yuggoth
- made my flesh creep more than I cared to own. I was tremendously sorry
about Akeley’s illness, but had to confess that his hoarse whisper had
a hateful as well as pitiful quality. If only he wouldn’t gloat so about
Yuggoth and its black secrets!
My room proved a
very pleasant and well-furnished one, devoid alike of the musty odour
and disturbing sense of vibration; and after leaving my valise there
I descended again to greet Akeley and take the lunch he had set out
for me. The dining-room was just beyond the study, and I saw that a
kitchen elI extended still farther in the same direction. On the dining-table
an ample array of sandwiches, cake, and cheese awaited me, and a Thermos-bottle
beside a cup and saucer testified that hot coffee had not been forgotten.
After a well-relished meal I poured myself a liberal cup of coffee,
but found that the culinary standard had suffered a lapse in this one
detail. My first spoonful revealed a faintly unpleasant acrid taste,
so that I did not take more. Throughout the lunch I thought of Akeley
sitting silently in the great chair in the darkened next room.
Once I went in to
beg him to share the repast, but he whispered that he could eat nothing
as yet. Later on, just before he slept, he would take some malted milk
- all he ought to have that day.
After lunch I insisted
on clearing the dishes away and washing them in the kitchen sink - incidentally
emptying the coffee which I had not been able to appreciate. Then returning
to the darkened study I drew up a chair near my host’s corner and prepared
for such conversation as he might feel inclined to conduct. The letters,
pictures, and record were still on the large centre-table, but for the
nonce we did not have to draw upon them. Before long I forgot even the
bizarre odour and curious suggestions of vibration.
I have said that
there were things in some of Akeley’s letters - especially the second
and most voluminous one - which I would not dare to quote or even form
into words on paper. This hesitancy applies with still greater force
to the things I heard whispered that evening in the darkened room among
the lonely hills. Of the extent of the cosmic horrors unfolded by that
raucous voice I cannot even hint. He had known hideous things before,
but what he had learned since making his pact with the Outside Things
was almost too much for sanity to bear. Even now I absolutely refused
to believe what he implied about the constitution of ultimate infinity,
the juxtaposition of dimensions, and the frightful position of our known
cosmos of space and time in the unending chain of linked cosmos-atoms
which makes up the immediate super-cosmos of curves, angles, and material
and semi-material electronic organisation.
Never was a sane
man more dangerously close to the arcana of basic entity - never was
an organic brain nearer to utter annihilation in the chaos that transcends
form and force and symmetry. I learned whence Cthulhu first came, and
why half the great temporary stars of history had flared forth. I guessed
- from hints which made even my informant pause timidly - the secret
behind the Magellanic Clouds and globular nebulae, and the black truth
veiled by the immemorial allegory of Tao. The nature of the Doels was
plainly revealed, and I was told the essence (though not the source)
of the Hounds of Tindalos. The legend of Yig, Father of Serpents, remained
figurative no longer, and I started with loathing when told of the monstrous
nuclear chaos beyond angled space which the Necronomicon had mercifully
cloaked under the name of Azathoth. It was shocking to have the foulest
nightmares of secret myth cleared up in concrete terms whose stark,
morbid hatefulness exceeded the boldest hints of ancient and mediaeval
mystics. Ineluctably I was led to believe that the first whisperers
of these accursed tales must have had discourse with Akeley’s Outer
Ones, and perhaps have visited outer cosmic realms as Akeley now proposed
visiting them.
I was told of the
Black Stone and what it implied, and was glad that it had not reached
me. My guesses about those hieroglyphics had been all too correct! And
yet Akeley now seemed reconciled to the whole fiendish system he had
stumbled upon; reconciled and eager to probe farther into the monstrous
abyss. I wondered what beings he had talked with since his last letter
to me, and whether many of them had been as human as that first emissary
he had mentioned. The tension in my head grew insufferable, and I built
up all sorts of wild theories about that queer, persistent odour and
those insidious hints of vibration in the darkened room.
Night was falling
now, and as I recalled what Akeley had written me about those earlier
nights I shuddered to think there would be no moon. Nor did I like the
way the farmhouse nestled in the lee of that colossal forested slope
leading up to Dark Mountain’s unvisited crest. With Akeley’s permission
I lighted a small oil lamp, turned it low, and set it on a distant bookcase
beside the ghostly bust of Milton; but afterward I was sorry I had done
so, for it made my host’s strained, immobile face and listless hands
look damnably abnormal and corpselike. He seemed half-incapable of motion,
though I saw him nod stiffly once in awhile.
After what he had
told, I could scarcely imagine what profounder secrets he was saving
for the morrow; but at last it developed that his trip to Yuggoth and
beyond - and my own possible participation in it - was to be
the next day’s topic. He must have been amused by the start of horror
I gave at hearing a cosmic voyage on my part proposed, for his head
wabbled violently when I showed my fear. Subsequently he spoke very
gently of how human beings might accomplish - and several times had
accomplished - the seemingly impossible flight across the interstellar
void. It seemed that complete human bodies did not indeed make the
trip, but that the prodigious surgical, biological, chemical, and
mechanical skill of the Outer Ones had found a way to convey human brains
without their concomitant physical structure.
There was a harmless
way to extract a brain, and a way to keep the organic residue alive
during its absence. The bare, compact cerebral matter was then immersed
in an occasionally replenished fluid within an ether-tight cylinder
of a metal mined in Yuggoth, certain electrodes reaching through and
connecting at will with elaborate instruments capable of duplicating
the three vital faculties of sight, hearing, and speech. For the winged
fungus-beings to carry the brain-cylinders intact through space was
an easy matter. Then, on every planet covered by their civilisation,
they would find plenty of adjustable faculty-instruments capable of
being connected with the encased brains; so that after a little fitting
these travelling intelligences could be given a full sensory and articulate
life - albeit a bodiless and mechanical one - at each stage of their
journeying through and beyond the space-time continuum. It was as simple
as carrying a phonograph record about and playing it wherever a phonograph
of corresponding make exists. Of its success there could be no question.
Akeley was not afraid. Had it not been brilliantly accomplished again
and again?
For the first time
one of the inert, wasted hands raised itself and pointed stiffly to
a high shelf on the farther side of the room. There, in a neat row,
stood more than a dozen cylinders of a metal I had never seen before
- cylinders about a foot high and somewhat less in diameter, with three
curious sockets set in an isosceles triangle over the front convex surface
of each. One of them was linked at two of the sockets to a pair of singular-looking
machines that stood in the background. Of their purport I did not need
to be told, and I shivered as with ague. Then I saw the hand point to
a much nearer corner where some intricate instruments with attached
cords and plugs, several of them much like the two devices on the shelf
behind the cylinders, were huddled together.
"There are four
kinds of instruments here, Wilmarth," whispered the voice. "Four kinds
- three faculties each - makes twelve pieces in all. You see there are
four different sorts of beings represented in those cylinders up there.
Three humans, six fungoid beings who can’t navigate space corporeally,
two beings from Neptune (God! if you could see the body this type has
on its own planet!), and the rest entities from the central caverns
of an especially interesting dark star beyond the galaxy. In the principal
outpost inside Round Hill you’ll now and then find more cylinders and
machines - cylinders of extra-cosmic brains with different senses from
any we know - allies and explorers from the uttermost Outside - and
special machines for giving them impressions and expression in the several
ways suited at once to them and to the comprehensions of different types
of listeners. Round Hill, like most of the beings’ main outposts all
through the various universes, is a very cosmopolitan place. Of course,
only the more common types have been lent to me for experiment.
"Here - take the
three machines I point to and set them on the table. That tall one with
the two glass lenses in front - then the box with the vacuum tubes and
sounding-board - and now the one with the metal disc on top. Now for
the cylinder with the label ‘B-67’ pasted on it. Just stand in that
Windsor chair to reach the shelf. Heavy? Never mind! Be sure of the
number - B-67. Don’t bother that fresh, shiny cylinder joined to the
two testing instruments - the one with my name on it. Set B-67 on the
table near where you’ve put the machines - and see that the dial switch
on all three machines is jammed over to the extreme left.
"Now connect the
cord of the lens machine with the upper socket on the cylinder - there!
Join the tube machine to the lower left-hand socket, and the disc apparatus
to the outer socket. Now move all the dial switches on the machine over
to the extreme right - first the lens one, then the disc one, and then
the tube one. That’s right. I might as well tell you that this is a
human being - just like any of us. I’ll give you a taste of some of
the others tomorrow."
To this day I do
not know why I obeyed those whispers so slavishly, or whether I thought
Akeley was mad or sane. After what had gone before, I ought to have
been prepared for anything; but this mechanical mummery seemed so like
the typical vagaries of crazed inventors and scientists that it struck
a chord of doubt which even the preceding discourse had not excited.
What the whisperer implied was beyond all human belief - yet were not
the other things still farther beyond, and less preposterous only because
of their remoteness from tangible concrete proof?
As my mind reeled
amidst this chaos, I became conscious of a mixed grating and whirring
from all three of the machines lately linked to the cylinder - a grating
and whirring which soon subsided into a virtual noiselessness. What
was about to happen? Was I to hear a voice? And if so, what proof would
I have that it was not some cleverly concocted radio device talked into
by a concealed but closely watched speaker? Even now I am unwilling
to swear just what I heard, or just what phenomenon really took place
before me. But something certainly seemed to take place.
To be brief and
plain, the machine with the tubes and sound-box began to speak, and
with a point and intelligence which left no doubt that the speaker was
actually present and observing us. The voice was loud, metallic, lifeless,
and plainly mechanical in every detail of its production. It was incapable
of inflection or expressiveness, but scraped and rattled on with a deadly
precision and deliberation.
"Mr. Wilmarth,"
it said, "I hope I do not startle you. I am a human being like yourself,
though my body is now resting safely under proper vitalising treatment
inside Round Hill, about a mile and a half east of here. I myself am
here with you - my brain is in that cylinder and I see, hear, and speak
through these electronic vibrators. In a week I am going across the
void as I have been many times before, and I expect to have the pleasure
of Mr. Akeley’s company. I wish I might have yours as well; for I know
you by sight and reputation, and have kept close track of your correspondence
with our friend. I am, of course, one of the men who have become allied
with the outside beings visiting our planet. I met them first in the
Himalayas, and have helped them in various ways. In return they have
given me experiences such as few men have ever had.
"Do you realise
what it means when I say I have been on thirty-seven different celestial
bodies - planets, dark stars, and less definable objects - including
eight outside our galaxy and two outside the curved cosmos of space
and time? All this has not harmed me in the least. My brain has been
removed from my body by fissions so adroit that it would be crude to
call the operation surgery. The visiting beings have methods which make
these extractions easy and almost normal - and one’s body never ages
when the brain is out of it. The brain, I may add, is virtually immortal
with its mechanical faculties and a limited nourishment supplied by
occasional changes of the preserving fluid.
"Altogether, I hope
most heartily that you will decide to come with Mr. Akeley and me. The
visitors are eager to know men of knowledge like yourself, and to show
them the great abysses that most of us have had to dream about in fanciful
ignorance. It may seem strange at first to meet them, but I know you
will be above minding that. I think Mr. Noyes will go along, too - the
man who doubtless brought you up here in his car. He has been one of
us for years - I suppose you recognised his voice as one of those on
the record Mr. Akeley sent you."
At my violent start
the speaker paused a moment before concluding. "So Mr. Wilmarth, I will
leave the matter to you; merely adding that a man with your love of
strangeness and folklore ought never to miss such a chance as this.
There is nothing to fear. All transitions are painless; and there is
much to enjoy in a wholly mechanised state of sensation. When the electrodes
are disconnected, one merely drops off into a sleep of especially vivid
and fantastic dreams.
"And now, if you
don’t mind, we might adjourn our session till tomorrow. Good night -
just turn all the switches back to the left; never mind the exact order,
though you might let the lens machine be last. Good night, Mr. Akeley
- treat our guest well! Ready now with those switches?"
That was all. I
obeyed mechanically and shut off all three switches, though dazed with
doubt of everything that had occurred. My head was still reeling as
I heard Akeley’s whispering voice telling me that I might leave all
the apparatus on the table just as it was. He did not essay any comment
on what had happened, and indeed no comment could have conveyed much
to my burdened faculties. I heard him telling me I could take the lamp
to use in my room, and deduced that he wished to rest alone in the dark.
It was surely time he rested, for his discourse of the afternoon and
evening had been such as to exhaust even a vigorous man. Still dazed,
I bade my host good night and went upstairs with the lamp, although
I had an excellent pocket flashlight with me.
I was glad to be
out of that downstairs study with the queer odour and vague suggestions
of vibration, yet could not of course escape a hideous sense of dread
and peril and cosmic abnormality as I thought of the place I was in
and the forces I was meeting. The wild, lonely region, the black, mysteriously
forested slope towering so close behind the house; the footprint in
the road, the sick, motionless whisperer in the dark, the hellish cylinders
and machines, and above all the invitations to strange surgery and stranger
voyagings - these things, all so new and in such sudden succession,
rushed in on me with a cumulative force which sapped my will and almost
undermined my physical strength.
To discover that
my guide Noyes was the human celebrant in that monstrous bygone Sabbat-ritual
on the phonograph record was a particular shock, though I had previously
sensed a dim, repellent familiarity in his voice. Another special shock
came from my own attitude toward my host whenever I paused to analyse
it; for much as I had instinctively liked Akeley as revealed in his
correspondence, I now found that he filled me with a distinct repulsion.
His illness ought to have excited my pity; but instead, it gave me a
kind of shudder. He was so rigid and inert and corpselike - and that
incessant whispering was so hateful and unhuman!
It occurred to me
that this whispering was different from anything else of the kind I
had ever heard; that, despite the curious motionlessness of the speaker’s
moustache-screened lips, it had a latent strength and carrying-power
remarkable for the wheezing of an asthmatic. I had been able to understand
the speaker when wholly across the room, and once or twice it had seemed
to me that the faint but penetrant sounds represented not so much weakness
as deliberate repression - for what reason I could not guess. From the
first I had felt a disturbing quality in their timbre. Now, when I tried
to weigh the matter, I thought I could trace this impression to a kind
of subconscious familiarity like that which had made Noyes’s voice so
hazily ominous. But when or where I had encountered the thing it hinted
at, was more than I could tell.
One thing was certain
- I would not spend another night here. My scientific zeal had vanished
amidst fear and loathing, and I felt nothing now but a wish to escape
from this net of morbidity and unnatural revelation. I knew enough now.
It must indeed be true that strange cosmic linkages do exist - but such
things are surely not meant for normal human beings to meddle with.
Blasphemous influences
seemed to surround me and press chokingly upon my senses. Sleep, I decided,
would be out of the question; so I merely extinguished the lamp and
threw myself on the bed fully dressed. No doubt it was absurd, but I
kept ready for some unknown emergency; gripping in my right hand the
revolver I had brought along, and holding the pocket flashlight in my
left. Not a sound came from below, and I could imagine how my host was
sitting there with cadaverous stiffness in the dark.
Somewhere I heard
a clock ticking, and was vaguely grateful for the normality of the sound.
It reminded me, though, of another thing about the region which disturbed
me - the total absence of animal life. There were certainly no farm
beasts about, and now I realised that even the accustomed night-noises
of wild living things were absent. Except for the sinister trickle of
distant unseen waters, that stillness was anomalous - interplanetary
- and I wondered what star-spawned, intangible blight could be hanging
over the region. I recalled from old legends that dogs and other beasts
had always hated the Outer Ones, and thought of what those tracks in
the road might mean.
VIII
Do not ask me how
long my unexpected lapse into slumber lasted, or how much of what ensued
was sheer dream. If I tell you that I awakened at a certain time, and
heard and saw certain things, you will merely answer that I did not
wake then; and that everything was a dream until the moment when I rushed
out of the house, stumbled to the shed where I had seen the old Ford,
and seized that ancient vehicle for a mad, aimless race over the haunted
hills which at last landed me - after hours of jolting and winding through
forest-threatened labyrinths - in a village which turned out to be Townshend.
You will also, of
course, discount everything else in my report; and declare that all
the pictures, record-sounds, cylinder-and-machine sounds, and kindred
evidences were bits of pure deception practiced on me by the missing
Henry Akeley. You will even hint that he conspired with other eccentrics
to carry out a silly and elaborate hoax - that he had the express shipment
removed at Keene, and that he had Noyes make that terrifying wax record.
It is odd, though, that Noyes has not ever yet’ been identified; that
he was unknown at any of the villages near Akeley’s place, though he
must have been frequently in the region. I wish I had stopped to memorize
the license-number of his car - or perhaps it is better after all that
I did not. For I, despite all you can say, and despite all I sometimes
try to say to myself, know that loathsome outside influences must be
lurking there in the half-unknown hills - and that, those influences
have spies and emissaries in the world of men. To keep as far as possible
from such influences and such emissaries is all that I ask of life in
future.
When my frantic
story sent a sheriff’s posse out to the farmhouse, Akeley was gone without
leaving a trace. His loose dressing gown, yellow scarf, and foot-bandages
lay on the study floor near his corner. easy-chair, and it could not
be decided whether any of his other apparel had vanished with him. The
dogs and livestock were indeed missing, and there were some curious
bullet-holes both on the house’s exterior and on some of the walls within;
but beyond this nothing unusual could be detected. No cylinders or machines,
none of the evidences I had brought in my valise, no queer odour or
vibration-sense, no foot-prints in the road, and none of the problematical
things I glimpsed at the very last.
I stayed a week
in Brattleboro after my escape, making inquiries among people of every
kind who had known Akeley; and the results convince me that the matter
is no figment of dream or delusion.’ Akeley’s queer purchase of dogs
and ammunition and chemicals, and the cutting of his telephone wires,
are matters of record; while all who knew him - including his son in
California - concede that his occasional remarks on strange studies
had a certain consistency. Solid citizens believe he was mad, and unhesitatingly
pronounce all reported evidences mere hoaxes devised with insane cunning
and perhaps abetted by eccentric associates; but the lowlier country
folk sustain his statements in every detail. He had showed some of these
rustics his photographs and black stone, and had played the hideous
record for them; and they all said the footprints and buzzing voice
were like those described in ancestral legends.
They said, too,
that suspicious sights and sounds had been noticed increasingly around
Akeley’s house after he found the black stone, and that the place was
now avoided by everybody except the mail man and other casual, tough-minded
people. Dark Mountain and Round Hill were both notoriously haunted spots,
and I could find no one who had ever closely explored either. Occasional
disappearances of natives throughout the district’s history were well
attested, and these now included the semi-vagabond Walter Brown, whom
Akeley’s letters had mentioned. I even came upon one farmer who thought
he had personally glimpsed one of the queer bodies at flood-time in
the swollen West River, but his tale was too confused to be really valuable.
When I left Brattleboro
I resolved never to go back to Vermont, and I feel quite certain I shall
keep my resolution. Those wild hills are surely the outpost of a frightful
cosmic race - as I doubt all the less since reading that a new ninth
planet has been glimpsed beyond Neptune, just as those influences had
said it would be glimpsed. Astronomers, with a hideous appropriateness
they little suspect, have named this thing "Pluto." I feel, beyond question,
that it is nothing less than nighted Yuggoth - and I shiver when I try
to figure out the real reason why its monstrous denizens wish
it to be known in this way at this especial time. I vainly try to assure
myself that these daemoniac creatures are not gradually leading up to
some new policy hurtful to the earth and its normal inhabitants.
But I have still
to tell of the ending of that terrible night in the farmhouse. As I
have said, I did finally drop into a troubled doze; a doze filled with
bits of dream which involved monstrous landscape-glimpses. Just what
awaked me I cannot yet say, but that I did indeed awake at this given
point I feel very certain. My first confused impression was of stealthily
creaking floor-boards in the hall outside my door, and of a clumsy,
muffled fumbling at the latch. This, however, ceased almost at once;
so that my really clear impressions begin with the voices heard from
the study below. There seemed to be several speakers, and I judged that
they were controversially engaged.
By the time I had
listened a few seconds I was broad awake, for the nature of the voices
was such as to make all thought of sleep ridiculous. The tones were
curiously varied, and no one who had listened to that accursed phonograph
record could harbour any doubts about the nature of at least two of
them. Hideous though the idea was, I knew that I was under the same
roof with nameless things from abysmal space; for those two voices were
unmistakably the blasphemous buzzings which the Outside Beings used
in their communication with men. The two were individually different
- different in pitch, accent, and tempo - but they were both of the
same damnable general kind.
A third voice was
indubitably that of a mechanical utterance-machine connected with one
of the detached brains in the cylinders. There was as little doubt about
that as about the buzzings; for the loud, metallic, lifeless voice of
the previous evening, with its inflectionless, expressionless scraping
and rattling, and its impersonal precision and deliberation, had been
utterly unforgettable. For a time I did not pause to question whether
the intelligence behind the scraping was the identical one which had
formerly talked to me; but shortly afterward I reflected that any
brain would emit vocal sounds of the same quality if linked to the same
mechanical speech-producer; the only possible differences being in language,
rhythm, speed, and pronunciation. To complete the eldritch colloquy
there were two actually human voices - one the crude speech of an unknown
and evidently rustic man, and the other the suave Bostonian tones of
my erstwhile guide Noyes.
As I tried to catch
the words which the stoutly-fashioned floor so bafflingly intercepted,
I was also conscious of a great deal of stirring and scratching and
shuffling in the room below; so that I could not escape the impression
that it was full of living beings - many more than the few whose speech
I could single out. The exact nature of this stirring is extremely hard
to describe, for very few good bases of comparison exist. Objects seemed
now and then to move across the room like conscious entities; the sound
of their footfalls having something about it like a loose, hard-surfaced
clattering - as of the contact of ill-coordinated surfaces of horn or
hard rubber. It was, to use a more concrete but less accurate comparison,
as if people with loose, splintery wooden shoes were shambling and rattling
about on the polished board floor. Of the nature and appearance of those
responsible for the sounds, I did not care to speculate.
Before long I saw
that it would be impossible to distinguish any connected discourse.
Isolated words - including the names of Akeley and myself - now and
then floated up, especially when uttered by the mechanical speech-producer;
but their true significance was lost for want of continuous context.
Today I refuse to form any definite deductions from them, and even their
frightful effect on me was one of suggestion rather than of revelation.
A terrible and abnormal conclave, I felt certain, was assembled below
me; but for what shocking deliberations I could not tell. It was curious
how this unquestioned sense of the malign and the blasphemous pervaded
me despite Akeley’s assurances of the Outsider’s friendliness.
With patient listening
I began to distinguish clearly between voices, even though I could not
grasp much of what any of the voices said. I seemed to catch certain
typical emotions behind some of the speakers. One of the buzzing voices,
for example, held an unmistakable note of authority; whilst the mechanical
voice, notwithstanding its artificial loudness and regularity, seemed
to be in a position of subordination and pleading. Noyes’s tones exuded
a kind of conciliatory atmosphere. The others I could make no attempt
to interpret. I did not hear the familiar whisper of Akeley, but well
knew that such a sound could never penetrate the solid flooring of my
room.
I will try to set
down some of the few disjointed words and other sounds I caught, labelling
the speakers of the words as best I know how. It was from the speech-machine
that I first picked up a few recognisable phrases.
(The
Speech-Machine)
"...brought it
on myself... sent back the letters and the record... end on it...
taken in... seeing and hearing... damn you... impersonal force, after
all... fresh, shiny cylinder... great God..."
(First
Buzzing Voice)
"...time we stopped...
small and human... Akeley... brain... saying..."
(Second
Buzzing Voice)
"Nyarlathotep...
Wilmarth... records and letters... cheap imposture..."
(Noyes)
"...(an unpronounceable
word or name, possibly N’gah-Kthun) harmless... peace... couple of
weeks... theatrical... told you that before..."
(First
Buzzing Voice)
"...no reason...
original plan... effects... Noyes can watch Round Hill... fresh cylinder...
Noyes’s car..."
(Noyes)
"...well... all
yours... down here... rest... place..."
(Several
Voices at Once in Indistinguishable Speech)
(Many
Footsteps, Including the Peculiar Loose Stirring or Clattering)
(A
Curious Sort of Flapping Sound)
(The
Sound of an Automobile Starting and Receding)
(Silence)
That is the substance
of what my ears brought me as I lay rigid upon that strange upstairs
bed in the haunted farmhouse among the daemoniac hills - lay there fully
dressed, with a revolver clenched in my right hand and a pocket flashlight
gripped in my left. I became, as I have said, broad awake; but a kind
of obscure paralysis nevertheless kept me inert till long after the
last echoes of the sounds had died away. I heard the wooden, deliberate
ticking of the ancient Connecticut clock somewhere far below, and at
last made out the irregular snoring of a sleeper. Akeley must have dozed
off after the strange session, and I could well believe that he needed
to do so.
Just what to think
or what to do was more than I could decide After all, what had I heard
beyond things which previous information might have led me to expect?
Had I not known that the nameless Outsiders were now freely admitted
to the farmhouse? No doubt Akeley had been surprised by an unexpected
visit from them. Yet something in that fragmentary discourse had chilled
me immeasurably, raised the most grotesque and horrible doubts, and
made me wish fervently that I might wake up and prove everything a dream.
I think my subconscious mind must have caught something which my consciousness
has not yet recognised. But what of Akeley? Was he not my friend, and
would he not have protested if any harm were meant me? The peaceful
snoring below seemed to cast ridicule on all my suddenly intensified
fears.
Was it possible
that Akeley had been imposed upon and used as a lure to draw me into
the hills with the letters and pictures and phonograph record? Did those
beings mean to engulf us both in a common destruction because we had
come to know too much? Again I thought of the abruptness and unnaturalness
of that change in the situation which must have occurred between Akeley’s
penultimate and final letters. Something, my instinct told me, was terribly
wrong. All was not as it seemed. That acrid coffee which I refused -
had there not been an attempt by some hidden, unknown entity to drug
it? I must talk to Akeley at once, and restore his sense of proportion.
They had hypnotised him with their promises of cosmic revelations, but
now he must listen to reason. We. must get out of this before it would
be too late. If he lacked the will power to make the break for liberty.
I would supply it. Or if I could not persuade him to go, I could at
least go myself. Surely he would let me take his Ford and leave it in
a garage in Brattleboro. I had noticed it in the shed - the door being
left unlocked and open now that peril was deemed past - and I believed
there was a good chance of its being ready for instant use. That momentary
dislike of Akeley which I had felt during and after the evening’s conversation
was all gone now. He was in a position much like my own, and we must
stick together. Knowing his indisposed condition, I hated to wake him
at this juncture, but I knew that I must. I could not stay in this place
till morning as matters stood.
At last I felt able
to act, and stretched myself vigorously to regain command of my muscles.
Arising with a caution more impulsive than deliberate, I found and donned
my hat, took my valise, and started downstairs with the flashlight’s
aid. In my nervousness I kept the revolver clutched in my right hand,
being able to take care of both valise and flashlight with my left.
Why I exerted these precautions I do not really know, since I was even
then on my way to awaken the only other occupant of the house.
As I half-tiptoed
down the creaking stairs to the lower hall I could hear the sleeper
more plainly, and noticed that he must be in the room on my left - the
living-room I had not entered. On my right was the gaping blackness
of the study in which I had heard the voices. Pushing open the unlatched
door of the living-room I traced a path with the flashlight toward the
source of the snoring, and finally turned the beams on the sleeper’s
face. But in the next second I hastily turned them away and commenced
a catlike retreat to the hall, my caution this time springing from reason
as well as from instinct. For the sleeper on the couch was not Akeley
at all, but my quondam guide Noyes.
Just what the real
situation was, I could not guess; but common sense told me that the
safest thing was to find out as much as possible before arousing anybody.
Regaining the hall, I silently closed and latched the living-room door
after me; thereby lessening the chances of awakening Noyes. I now cautiously
entered the dark study, where I expected to find Akeley, whether asleep
or awake, in the great corner chair which was evidently his favorite
resting-place. As I advanced, the beams of my flashlight caught the
great centre-table, revealing one of the hellish cylinders with sight
and hearing machines attached, and with a speech machine standing close
by, ready to be connected at any moment. This, I reflected, must be
the encased brain I had heard talking during the frightful conference;
and for a second I had a perverse impulse to attach the speech machine
and see what it would say.
It must, I thought,
be conscious of my presence even now; since the sight and hearing attachments
could not fail to disclose the rays of my flashlight and the faint creaking
of the floor beneath my feet. But in the end I did not dare meddle with
the thing. I idly saw that it was the fresh shiny cylinder with Akeley’s
name on it, which I had noticed on the shelf earlier in the evening
and which my host had told me not to bother. Looking back at that moment,
I can only regret my timidity and wish that I had boldly caused the
apparatus to speak. God knows what mysteries and horrible doubts and
questions of identity it might have cleared up! But then, it may be
merciful that I let it alone.
From the table I
turned my flashlight to the corner where I thought Akeley was, but found
to my perplexity that the great easy-chair was empty of any human occupant
asleep or awake. From the seat to the floor there trailed voluminously
the familiar old dressing-gown, and near it on the floor lay the yellow
scarf and the huge foot-bandages I had thought so odd. As I hesitated,
striving to conjecture where Akeley might be, and why he had so suddenly
discarded his necessary sick-room garments, I observed that the queer
odour and sense of vibration were no longer in the room. What had been
their cause? Curiously it occurred to me that I had noticed them only
in Akeley’s vicinity. They had been strongest where he sat, and wholly
absent except in the room with him or just outside the doors of that
room. I paused, letting the flashlight wander about the dark study and
racking my brain for explanations of the turn affairs had taken.
Would to Heaven
I had quietly left the place before allowing that light to rest again
on the vacant chair. As it turned out, I did not leave quietly; but
with a muffled shriek which must have disturbed, though it did not quite
awake, the sleeping sentinel across the hall. That shriek, and Noyes’s
still-unbroken snore, are the last sounds I ever heard in that morbidity-choked
farmhouse beneath the black-wooded crest of haunted mountain - that
focus of transcosmic horror amidst the lonely green hills and curse-muttering
brooks of a spectral rustic land.
It is a wonder that
I did not drop flashlight, valise, and revolver in my wild scramble,
but somehow I failed to lose any of these. I actually managed to get
out of that room and that house without making any further noise, to
drag myself and my belongings safely into the old Ford in the shed,
and to set that archaic vehicle in motion toward some unknown point
of safety in the black, moonless night. The ride that followed was a
piece of delirium out of Poe or Rimbaud or the drawings of Dore, but
finally I reached Townshend. That is all. If my sanity is still unshaken,
I am lucky. Sometimes I fear what the years will bring, especially since
that new planet Pluto has been so curiously discovered.
As I have implied,
I let my flashlight return to the vacant easy-chair after its circuit
of the room; then noticing for the first time the presence of certain
objects in the seat, made inconspicuous by the adjacent loose folds
of the empty dressing-gown. These are the objects, three in number,
which the investigators did not find when they came later on. As I said
at the outset, there was nothing of actual visual horror about them.
The trouble was in what they led one to infer. Even now I have my moments
of half-doubt - moments in which I half-accept the scepticism of those
who attribute my whole experience to dream and nerves and delusion.
The three things
were damnably clever constructions of their kind, and were furnished
with ingenious metallic clamps to attach them to organic developments
of which I dare not form any conjecture. I hope - devoutly hope-that
they were the waxen products of a master artist, despite what my inmost
fears tell me. Great God! That whisperer in darkness with its morbid
odour and vibrations! Sorcerer, emissary, changeling, outsider.. . that
hideous repressed buzzing. . . and all the time in that fresh, shiny
cylinder on the shelf. . . poor devil . . . "Prodigious surgical, biological,
chemical, and mechanical skill.. .
For the things in
the chair, perfect to the last, subtle detail of microscopic resemblance
- or identity - were the face and hands of Henry Wentworth Akeley.
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